#updateofmyself

Sometimes you just forget what’s important in life. Especially when you’re busy with things like school or work. The thing’s you forget that matter can be actually everything. Whether it goes about calling your friends or say to you mom how much you love her. It can be anything. I often forget how much I have. A lot of people do that. They are only thinking about the thing’s they don’t have. When I take a shower, I’m reminded again what’s important. And then I go out of the shower and everthing looks so clear. My tip of the day is, when you don’t know, take a shower. And ‘Update Of Myself’

I always thought that I needed a boy. That I was nothing without a boyfriend. A few months ago I had a boyfriend. We had fun together. But I hadn’t the feeling that I was complete. The reality was so different from my expectation. I felt weak, like i had failed. Despite everything I was happy with him and we were two weeks together. Those two weeks I was really confused. On one side, I was happy on the other side, disappointed, not by him but by myself. I decided to break up with him. What I thought al these years was not true, I didn’t need a boyfriend. I need to find myself and create a person who can lover herself first . Because you have to love yourself firts before someone else can love you. ‘Update Of Myself’

Okay. Just to make things clear, everybody has problems. When I was younger I thought that I was the only one who had problems. So if you reading this and you think the same about things like I used to do. Stop thinking that! It’s unnecesary... Everybody has problems and it’s okay to cry or feel bad about it. Since I know that, I feel less lonly and I’m better capable to lever my problems. ‘Update Of Myself’

I had a good live before I started over thinking. I was happy with everything and how everything goes. Until my brain started to work. I thought too much about everything. The thing’s that made my life nice, became things that ruined it.Until now. I’m trying to stop to overthink. Sometimes I fail but I keep trying. That’s why I call my Tumblr ‘Update Of Myself’.