the more I go out and interact with humankind the more I just go wowww.... I am NOT that human lmao.
it's both a blessing and a curse, to be honest. I like both the human and inhuman parts of myself, but its difficult to exist in a world where you don't get time off for nesting, or your instinctual behavior is unsightly 😭
I thought it would make me feel more human to get out there more, and it partially does! but its also doing the exact opposite lmao. Its actually just been making me appreciate myself more for my complicated identity, instead of push away one or the other :] I'm at a happy medium