Making myself emotional thinking about bold, outgoing, basketball-playing, MMA-fighting Hudson Williams describing Connor as "a beautiful, sensitive little radical artist boy who is to be treated with the utmost care and only hugs and friendliness because he can't handle anything else and that is perfect." It's like a jock who auditions for the senior play because he's popular and self assured enough to get away with it and then befriends the shy, emotional theater kid and decides to love and support him loudly and unequivocally forever and insists that everyone else better not even think about harming a hair on his head or a feeling in his heart. I don't know it just makes me feel lowkey feral and then the fact that it's basically the flip of their dynamic in heated rivalry amps it up for some reason and leaves me a puddle on my unvacuumed floor like can someone help me I have things to do














