#uhgg

"why do you tease me like that?" because he thinks he's not allowed to feel his feelings and doesn't think he's actually worthy of the attention he's getting

Maybe the lads hand is on Skittery's face and the playful expression had turned to one of realisation.

This damn boy doesn't think he deserves to be loved.

And the heart break in Bumlets(?) face, the absolute adoration for the boy who'd held his heart for too long now.

Skittery thinking Bumlets had been playing a game, making a joke of the idea of someone liking him - only the lad had been genuine, all those times he'd takien his hand in his own, calling out Skittery's red cheeks with an all too proud grin, "I see you blushing you know"

The times he'd caught Skittery staring and grinning, "see something you like?"

Bumlets smiled back, "Of course. You." It made Skittery cheeks blush harder. He couldn't even blame it on the cold weather, It was June. June always made Bumlets skin the perfect tan. His hair looked shining as ever. Maybe he did deserve him. Maybe he was meant to be with him.

"Can I kiss you." He blurts out.

Bumlets never blushes, but Skittery swore he saw a shade of pink there.

"S-sure."

Skittery quickly kissed him. Cupped his face softly and took his breath away.

But I've been thinking a lot about Swag Daniels (Surprise, surprise)

And about something that we don't focus on a lot... He is Solum Bufo. When he says he gets to be a hero, he talks about Clon Sol (The Sol we follow) because he's out there, he's gonna be the one saving the world. Sol Prime (Swag) is resisting, but he knows he's a goner... and yet, somehow, he's the hero. Because at the end of the day, Solum Bufo is still the hero.

It's some kind of pride, and knowing that, even if he dies now. Even if he's pretty much a goner in that body, in that life. His body and his life still continue. He got that freedom he wished in moonstone. He got that freedom he wished from mothership.

He lost his body, he was exploited, he was tormented, he lost his hope. And yet, and yet he knows... he can rest this body, because he is still out there. Sol Prime leaves knowing he's a hero for bahumia. He can rest because he himself is gonna keep fighting.