im so scared rn someone actually sedate me. so basically, i have a handful of friends that are seniors, mostly through theatre, and they are all about to graduate (june 4th) so therefore there's a lot of grad parties happening. last night, I had the pleasure of going to one, and being invited to a special little after party thing with only a few others... and guess who was not only there, but also invited to the after party? huzz. naturally... and guess who else got to spend a good three hours talking and gossiping with him! ME!!
BUT... there is one small issue... my friend, whom ill call candle, has been asked by huzz to tell him who likes him, and candle has been asking me if they can just tell him. ive been saying no, but after last night I genuinely liked huzz a MILLION times more (he's kind, funny, emotionally mature?? HELLO???) and just thought, "schools ending, fuck this" and let them tell him... BIG MISTAKE.
IT HAS BEEN BUGGING ME ALL FUCKING DAY. IM SO SCARED. WE HAVE CLASSES TOGETHER. WHAT IF HE DOESNT LIKE ME? WHAT IF THINGS GO STINKY POOPOO?? IVE LITERALLY BEEN INVITED TO BE A PART OF A BIG GROUP CHAT WITH HIM AND OUR MUTUAL FRIENDS. IM SO FUCKING SCARED.
anyway wish me luck! might die idk!!