#ugh help

embarrassed to admit i cannot for the life of me remember the name of the fic where uuuuhhhhhh. uuuhhh. it’s that one fic that everyone gets traumatized by lol where roy is recovering in a hospital and thinks his whole team is dead, etc. ed’s there and armstrong is. not there. i can’t say too much without royally spoiling all of it but there’s a scene where. roy is leaving and riza. yells something in front of everyone

Im so horny rn I could literally cry, the fact that I’m not being stretched out, pounded into the mattress and breeded rn is actually criminal. Wtf.

yall got any tips on how to ACTUALLY be motivated to shift cuz im motivated to script and daydream about my dr but not actually shift. ive been actually trying to put effort into my attempts but i legit cannot get past this weird barrier ive got