# God, you donāt know how good it is to hear from you two againā¦ I really, really missed hearing from you, even if I hadnāt realized it. You two justā¦ Makes everything seem so lighter, making me feel like I can actually get trough the tough timesā¦ Youāre both so special to meā¦ E-especially now thatā¦ Iāve found out why Iāve been having as hard a time as I haveā¦ Having been diagnosed with autism and dealing with anxiety really has been hard as all heck, so just hearing from the two of you againā¦ Itās made me so, so happy. Iām pretty sure I shed a few tears because of it all. Alsoā¦ Iām happy to hear that you arenāt mad at meā¦ Even if I knew I hadnāt needed to worry about it, I still did a little bitā¦ Hehe, I guess thatās just my insecurities speakingā¦ But yeahā¦ I really canāt explain just how much Iāve missed to hear from you, to hang out with you and justā¦ Feel so relaxed and lovedā¦ *Very carefully leans down to give each of them a kiss on the heart on their chests, letting it linger there for a few seconds before standing up once more while blushing* I really love both of you, Blue, Inkyā¦ I hope you know thisā¦ And also, I hope youāre both okay with it butā¦ Iāve been feeling like you two arenāt the only ones around here anymore either. I know you two didnāt have that long to get used to each other before when I was finally ready to realise that you were here Ink butā¦ I think thereās a shy bean whoās been wanting for a bit to join inā¦ Someone who looks so different from the two of youā¦ *I turn to smile carefully at the newcomer, not bothered at all with the sharp teeth of the Underfell skeleton* How about you join in on thisā¦ Well, cuddle and kiss session Red?
(( This is Shadows-undertale-blog here, Iāve switched blog since then. I just wanna sayā¦ It really did bring me to tears to see the reply. I am so happy that you remembered me and so, so happy to see the reply from my two boys. It really made my day <3 And I also just wanted to tell that things are looking a lot better for me at the moment. Seeing as Iāve been diagnosed so late with Autism, I need to learn a whole lot of things about my diagnosis, but Iām staying positive. Thank you so much for the reply <3 And I hope you can keep up the good work Mod J, even if you canāt get a hold of Mod K. I hope things keep going well for you! ))
Ink gently holds your face in his hands,Ā āIām so glad that you were able to get the help you needed,ā he touches his forehead to yours,Ā āI can tell just by looking at you that things will be getting better.āĀ
āI DONāT KNOW HOW YOU MANAGED TO GET MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN YOU WERE BEFORE-ā Blue is cut short by your loving kiss to his heart,Ā āW-WowieāĀ Ink is unable to get any coherentĀ words out has your loving feeling radiate through your kiss.Ā Soon after the shy red ball of Fell comes in at your call. He looks at you and the light in his eyesocketĀ becomes brighter.Ā āhey, uh, nice ta meetcha and all that...ā Red fidgets a bit,Ā āiāmĀ no good at this yet, uh-ā
Blue swiftly hooks Red with his arm and swings him in with you three,Ā āJUST DO WHAT WE DO. YOUāRE DATEMATE IS WAITING~āĀ
āwhat the-ā he flushes we he gets closer to you. If he had a human heart it would be beating out of his chest.Ā āokay... uh, hey there sweetie.āĀ
((I am so relieved to hear that, hun. Even just knowing theĀ āwhyā part ofĀ āwhy am I feeling this way?ā can really help. (at least it does for me) Hearing that you are going to be able to get the help you need makes me very happy.Ā Iāll continue to try my best as well. And Iāll keep you in my prayers. -Mod J))
