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Gwen and Beth had been best friends with a bond stronger than anything a connection that went beyond simple understanding, love, and acceptance, despite all their flaws.
Especially for Gwen, who had always been harshly judged for her reckless, illegal behavior and her complete disregard for consequences, as if she had entirely lost her way because of the disappointments life had thrown at her.
Beth had been, for her, that one person who saved her from the world who saw her vulnerabilities and her true emotions and the safe haven where, for the first time, she finally felt protected.
Losing Beth that night on Blackwood was more than devastating for Gwen.
The guilt eats her alive every single day, especially for not having followed Beth into the woods to help her search for Hannah.
Every day she repeats to herself that if she hadnāt let herself fall into alcohol yet again, collapsing on the couch with Josh and Chris, maybe she could have done something, maybe she could have been there for Beth the way Beth had always been there for her.
Instead, she failed.
And so, all that anger, that hatred, that bitterness she feels toward herself is something she also directs at Mike, one of the people involved in that cruel prank that drove Hannah into the forest.
But I love Mike and I ship him with Gwen for obvious reasons, so any hate towards him from me will not be appreciated.~ā”
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