Decided to do something for my male readers too just in case I have any because y'all deserve something, I tried my best on Tyreen part, I still have other fanfics in progress and need to make a list immediately if I knew how 😅
You loved him, everything about him, but not his persona, the God King persona, it was different from the real him, the one behind closed doors when you two were alone, where he could actually be himself, the real him that was loving and caring to you, where he could talk to you about his problems and how you were always there to help him try to get through them, his nightmares went away when you held him throughout the night, he felt loved although he had billions of followers, but their love didn't compare to yours, it was true love, the one that made him feel important
"What? That doesn't make any sense, I'm still the God King regardless, even behind closed doors"
"Are you Troy? You don't act like it, when you're around them your emotions are locked away, when you're around me, they're free and no longer locked away"
" So are you saying you don't love me at all?"
"Th-that's not what I'm saying Troy, I-"
"Bullshit, all of it, I knew it was too good to be true, you're just using me huh?" The god King persona was becoming present
"N-no Troy, let me expl-"
"Cut the crap Y/N, just get out of my-"
"I don't love what you've become Troy!" Your fists were clenched and shaking as tears formed in your eyes while you looked down afraid to make eye contact with him
"What do you mean what I've become?"
"This God King persona, it changed you completely Troy, over time you became feral, it took control of you, I know you're still in there Troy, the real you"
He went silent for a moment thinking about how many bandits he's hurt, how you didn't tell him sooner how you really felt about the God King persona, he wasn't sure if you wanted to stay with him or leave him for good but he knew he just couldn't give up the role, Tyreen wouldn't be okay with it, she would scold him about it and call him weak or worthless or a failure, he wouldn't want that or you leaving him because he truly cared about you, he was afraid of feeling alone again
"Y/N, look at me" His voice was soft, he felt your pain, you were afraid of losing him period, the real him, Troy DeLeon to Troy Calypso, but he was still there and he kept Troy in check when he's not in front of billions of followers. "I'm still here Y/N, I'm not going to let that take over me completely, I'm just doing it because I want Tyreen to be proud of me for once" You looked up at him as he held your shaking hands in his while tears streamed down your face "p-promise?" He gently wiped the tears off your face giving you a soft smile "of course I do, I just wish you could have told me sooner" He hugs you pulling you into his lap kissing the top of your head and sighs in relief "I know, I was just afraid to" He rubs your back lightly while resting his head a top of yours "don't be, just tell me how you feel next time alright?" You nod resting your head against his chest
He kisses you but it was a passionate kiss filled with love and care, he wanted to show you that DeLeon was still there in him, that he's never left since day one
You kissed back and snuggled with him laying your head on his chest as his flesh fingers softly rubbed your back lulling you into a deep sleep him following shortly after
This is the Troy DeLeon you loved, although he preferred being called Calypso because it was a way of showing respect to his mother
Everyone loved her, they've accepted her, oh they did alright, they've accepted God Queen Tyreen Calypso, but did they accept Tyreen DeLeon? Well you did behind closed doors
Around you she could be herself like she's always been way before starting the whole cult thing, you knew not to get her angry although she had an anger problem when she didn't get what she wanted or if you didn't do what she said or disagreed to certain things, but she was careful with you because you and Troy were the main two people who cared about the real her, he did since she's kept him alive all these years and she was his only chance of survival and helping her start the cult even if they went their separate ways after an argument sometimes, but he was still her brother, her parents told her that no matter what they went through because a sibling is also your best friend at times
"Tyreen, p-please calm down, j-just hear me out"
"Are you saying you don't love or accept the God Queen?" Her siren tattoos were glowing, anger was building up inside her, the God Queen persona was coming out
" Tyreen, I'm saying that I-"
You stopped when she slowly raised her hand up
"I love you Tyreen, the real you"
She stopped in her tracks as her hand went down
" So you don't love me as God Queen?"
"That's not what I'm saying, I don't-"
"I-I don't love what you've become Tyreen! The God Queen persona has taken over you, I prefer Tyreen DeLeon"
She shuddered at the mention of that name "me and Troy never speak of that name to anyone, how did you-"
"Because I knew your father Tyreen, I was his friend, I was a vault hunter like he was, he even told me about you, Troy, and Leda and what happened that day..."
Tyreen suddenly broke into tears from the mention of her mother's name, remembering what happened that day,how she's kept it locked away in the back of her mind for so long, Tyreen Calypso had Tyreen DeLeon caged, and now DeLeon was fighting with Calypso to break free "I'm so sorry mom…" She hugged herself and you hugged her as she cried and hiccuped, you gently rubbed her head as she let the emotions flood out, Tyreen DeLeon was winning, Tyreen Calypso was screaming to toughen up and be God Queen again but she lost "I'm such a bad person…"
"No you're not, you were just controlled by Tyreen Calypso, she's kept Tyreen DeLeon away for so long"
You and Tyreen snuggle in bed together giving each other a passionate kiss as you both fall into a deep sleep
Tyreen DeLeon was finally set free, but Tyreen Calypso was still around trying to take her spot back