#type 1 problems

what if chuuya had type one diabetes. i think that would be funny. (i have type one diabetes)

Out of curiosity--If you're a diabetic with eye damage of any sort/use glasses/have diabetic retinopathy, reblog this!!!

If you're just diabetic (any type), like!!

Comments are open! Reblog chains are welcome <3 let's spread awareness!!!!

Almost waking up

Waking up

Standing up

Sitting down too long

Showering

Eating carbs

Eating no carbs

Thinking about eating

Getting upset about bananas

Getting upset about anything

In fact any feelings at all that aren't neutral

Anything with a carb content of >0.5g

Thinking too hard for too long

☆

I fucking hate being diabetic. Hate having to always be conscious of having to keep myself alive and going, make sure weight is managed, make sure ik how many carbs are in food, make sure to bolus right so bg won't get fucked up thought it will anyways, make sure bg isn't too high or too low. Fucking hate being up so damn early having to stick myself with shit and count out mls of insulin to refill shit to make sure i dont die in the middle of the night, cuz god forbid my body have just been able to function correctly.

Or worrying if my insurance is just one day gonna decide they don't wanna provide my insulin and then i need to worry if i can ration until we fight them to get it approved. Ntm if there were to be a power outage on a bad enough level where things wont come back, just oh well, time for a slow painful death ig.

And always having to be so conscious of keeping myself alive and constantly feeling like shit is so unbelievably exhausting ntm knowing i have to do this for the rest of my life without fail. My doctor says my numbers are great and im doing great but it's hard to care or feel happy abt it when all i feel abt it is contempt and resentment. not even just towards my condition but to myself for having to deal with it.