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I was just watching some edits on YouTube, but something came to my mind. The worst witch had been my favourite, I could never forget about it, and I have loved it for nearly two years now. I have been thinking about the hate going on about series 3 and I was just getting weird thoughts. I was thinking that I would never want to get over the worst witch, however hard I would ever try I don’t think I would get over it any time soon. Not that I want to, but I have had them thoughts creep in from time to time. I am only 13 and my opinions are probably wrong but I am just saying my opinion anyway so I am a risky person for literally giving out my opinion.

I know this sounds weird but have any of you like ever wanted t get over something and just can’t. I know that TWW does bring a lot of stress when it comes to the new series and all the trailers. And at times I start to think that TWW isn’t really that good for me, with the constant nagging about episodes and what’s coming up. Though I just don’t want to forget it as it has brought me so many happy feelings, but bad feelings too. Sometimes, TWW is really complicated for mental state, if I am not overexaggerating though I do overreact due to trailers coming out, like who doesn’t get excited? Don’t judge me for this, though I’d like to find people who might think of TWW like I do? 

So I have had thoughts haunting me for a few weeks and I really found it tough to just ignore what I want (or don’t want?) I have recently found myself liking other fandoms and one especially. I feel like Tww was always at my heart and i want it like that but i feel like I’m just tired of the waiting or the drama on here. Sometimes I am just tired of the same thing over and over again. 

I consider leaving, to let go of what I had for many years but I love tww at heart and I don’t want to leave it all behind. I feel like everything has an end and mine for tww is coming, and  I am unhappy about it. I just feel like I am tired of the constant magical drama and the constant situations that I feel like I have started to go for something more on the ground and by that i mean realistic (?) I mean where it is something that is closer to lives today. 

I am not saying that i don’t like tww or ditching it. I love it at heart as i say, but I am constantly losing motivation and so indecisive with fan fictions. You can see the ones i delete all the time, that’s my confidence and security for my story lacking just I never find the courage to continue it like it is a drag. I honestly don’t know if i will fully leave but i really feel like i need to stop with this. Many say to take a break, i already took two and it’s never working. I always go back onto tww after a week of a ‘’break’’ and I just never control myself.