Chapter 4: I Believe In Love At First Sight
There was a saying that floated around the dorm. âWhen Kyungmin starts thinking too much, he'll either write lyrics in his notes app... or make a life-changing decision."
Unfortunately this time...
It was the second one.
For nearly two weeks after that conversation about love, Kyungmin couldn't stop replaying it.
"Love doesn't happen at first sight. It grows. One day you realize you've fallen."
Every time he heard Y/N laugh. Every time she teased him for apologizing too much. Every time she handed him half of her drink because she'd accidentally bought the wrong flavor.
His feelings only became clearer.
Maybe she was right. Maybe it wasn't love at first sight. Maybe it had started with admiration, curiosity. A desire to know the brave girl who had yelled at an entire hallway without blinking.
But now,
Now he knew her.
He knew she hated mushrooms. He knew she always bought peach juice when she was in a good mood and iced americano whenever she had exams. He knew she drummed her fingers whenever she was impatient. He knew she'd rather receive practical gifts than flowers because, according to her, "Flowers die. Give me snacks instead."
He knew she never sugarcoated her opinions. He knew she always returned lost pens because, "Someone probably misses this."
He knew she pretended not to care whenever she was tired, but the dark circles beneath her eyes betrayed her. He knew her. And he loved her.
"So?" Dohoon leaned over the dining table. "When are you confessing?"
Kyungmin nearly choked on his cereal. "...What?"
"You've been staring into space for three mornings."
Youngjae nodded. "I think the cereal box knows your feelings before she does."
Hanjin laughed. Jihoon looked up from his phone. "You've already decided."
It wasn't even a question.Â
Shinyu smiled knowingly from the kitchen. "You have."
Kyungmin looked around the dorm. "...Is it that obvious?"
"Yes." Six answers came at once.
He sighed. "...I think it really is today."
Dohoon clapped dramatically. "FINALLY!"
The members, naturally, became far more invested than Kyungmin would've liked."What kind of confession?"
"Romantic. Not too dramatic, not too boring."
"Handwritten letter?"
"No."
"Flowers?"
"She literally said she doesn't like flowers."
"Oh."
"Candy bouquet?"
"...Maybe."
By the end of breakfast, everyone had accidentally become his planning committee. Kyungmin decided on something simple. Not flashy, or overwhelming. Just things that reminded him of her.
Monday.Â
He arrived at school earlier than usual. Standing in front of Y/N's locker, he hesitated.
Is this weird?
Probably.
Too late now.
He carefully taped tiny colorful sticky notes across the locker door. Each one carried only a few words.
Don't skip breakfast today.
Good luck with your presentation.
Don't bully the vending machine.
Have a good day :)
He smiled to himself. Then carefully hung a tiny plush keychain she'd once pointed at in a convenience store. "Cute. Too expensive though."
When Y/N arrived twenty minutes later "...What." She stared at her locker.
Students nearby immediately noticed. "Who did this? It's adorable!"
Y/N carefully peeled one sticky note off. "...Don't bully the vending machine?"
She laughed despite herself. "...Idiot." She already knew.
That afternoon, Kyungmin casually walked beside her.
"So...Nice locker?"
Y/N looked at him sideways. "You wrote like forty sticky notes."
"Only twenty-three."
"You counted?"
"I wrote them."
"...Fair point." She smiled. "...Thank you."
His heart nearly stopped.
Tuesday.
He quietly filled one pocket of her backpack while she was talking to her teacher. A peach juice, her favorite chocolate, gummy bears, a tiny packet of almonds because she'd once complained she always forgot to eat between classes.Â
When she reached into her bag laterâ "...Huh?"
One snack, then another, then another. She looked around. "...Lee Kyungmin."
He immediately looked away. "I have no idea what you're talking about."
"...Really?"
"...No."
She laughed. "...Thank you."
Again. That smile. It was becoming dangerous.
Wednesday.
Their homeroom teachers both happened to assign stacks of worksheets. Y/N carried nearly half of Class 3-A's papers by herself. "...Why do teachers hate trees?"
Kyungmin blinked. "What?"
"They keep murdering them."
Before she could protest, he took half the stack from her arms. "Hey!"
"You'll drop them." He said
"I won't."
"I know."
"So give them back."
"No."
"...Kyungmin."
"I'm helping."
She sighed dramatically. "...You're annoyingly nice."
"I've been told."
"...Mostly by me."
"I know."
They walked together through the hallway. Students openly stared. The famous TWS maknae carrying worksheets behind a girl from another class.
Y/N noticed.
"...Are people staring for another reason."
"So?"
She shrugged. "Let them."
Just like always. She genuinely didn't care.
Thursday.
The rumors had spread.
"They're dating."
"No way."
"Maybe they're just friends?"
"He's always around her."
One girl asked Y/N directly. "Are you and Kyungmin...?"
Y/N answered without hesitation. "We're friends." Simple. Confident. Without embarrassment. Kyungmin heard it from across the hallway, he smiled, friends, for now. He finally made up his mind.
Friday.
School ended beneath a sky painted in warm shades of orange. Students poured out through the gates in noisy groups. Y/N adjusted her backpack. "I'm going home."
Kyungmin swallowed. "...Wait."
She turned. "Hm?"
"...Can we talk?"
She noticed how unusually serious he looked. "...Sure."
He led her away from the busy entrance. Past the gymnasium. Past the practice building. To the oldest part of campus.
There stood a giant zelkova tree. Its branches stretched across nearly half the courtyard, casting cool shadows over the benches beneath. It was quiet there. Only the rustling leaves filled the silence.
Y/N looked around. "...Why does this feel suspicious?"
Kyungmin laughed nervously. "...Does it?"
"A little." She leaned against the trunk. "So? What happened?"
He suddenly forgot every sentence he'd rehearsed. Every speech. Every carefully chosen word. Gone. His hands felt cold. His heart pounded so loudly he wondered if she could hear it.
"...Y/N."
"Hm?"
"Do you remember...the hallway?"
She smiled softly. "When we met?"
"...Yeah."
"You looked terrified."
"I was."
"I could tell."
He laughed quietly. "Ever since then⌠I've been really grateful to have met you. But..."
He looked down. "It stopped being just gratitude a long time ago."
Silence. The leaves above them swayed gently, passed through her hair with kiwi hair clips
"I like talking to you. I like walking to class with you. I like hearing your opinions even when you completely destroy mine."
She let out a tiny laugh.
"I like how honest you are. I like that you don't treat me differently because I'm an idol. I like that you're brave. You make me want to become braver too."
His voice trembled.
"Somewhere along the way...I fell for you."
Y/N's smile slowly faded. She had expected many things. Not this.
"I know you said you don't believe in love at first sight."
"..."
"I don't know when mine started anymore. Maybe that hallway. Maybe the vending machine. Maybe somewhere in between."
"But..." He took a shaky breath. "I know how I feel now. I like you. I really do."
He put his hand out as he uncurls his fingers revealing a pink bow hairclip
"Would you...give me a chance?"
Silence. Long and heavy.
Y/N lowered her head. "...Kyungmin."
He immediately noticed. She wasn't smiling anymore. She wasn't meeting his eyes. "I'm sorry."
His heart sank before she'd even continued. "...You're... one of my favorite people. And I care about you. A lot. But..."
She closed her eyes. "I can't say yes."
The words landed gently. But somehow they hurt even more because of it. Kyungmin forced himself to smile. "...Can I ask why?"
She stood there quietly, now fumbling with her fingers while continuing to look at her shoes. She was uncomfortable. And Kyungmin noticed this. He understood.
Y/N took one hesitant step closer. "I don't want to lose you. I know that's selfish. Butâ I really hopeâ we can still be friends."
She looked at him with glossy eyes full of sincerity. No pity, no discomfort. Just genuine regret. Kyungmin stayed silent for several seconds. The breeze carried a few leaves between them.
Finally, he smiled, small, a little shaky.
"...You know, You really are honest."
She looked down. "You shouldâve known I always am."
He laughed through the ache in his chest. "Yeah. I know."
He took a slow breath before offering a hand. "...Friends?"
Y/N stared at it. Relief slowly filled her expression. She accepted it. "...Friends."
Their hands shook once. Briefly, before letting go.
The walk back to the school gate was quieter than any conversation they'd ever had. They still talked. About homework. About an upcoming exam. About how the vending machine still owed Y/N another drink.Â
As if nothing had changed.
But everything had. At the intersection where their routes home separated, Y/N stopped. "...Get home safely."
"You too."
She gave him one last small smile before walking away. Kyungmin watched until she disappeared around the corner. Only then did he let out the breath he'd been holding. His chest ached. His vision started to blurry. He knelt down holding his knees as he lets out a little sigh. Not because she'd been cruel.
She hadn't.
Not because she'd looked down on his feelings.
She hadn't.
It hurt because she'd respected them enough to answer honestly. He looked up at the orange sky. A bittersweet smile tugged at his lips. "...Maybe you were right."
Love did grow.
Unfortunately,
Sometimes it grows in only one heart.
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