Nov 16, 2025
Two sides of me:
1) watching peers and others enjoy hobbies, be social, attend things, be flexible, etc. with a bit of envy
2) loving loving loving having babies and young kids and wanting a bigger family
#not kink#I keep thinking gosh when will it be my time to attend that thing or try that out or make progress on this#and then I go ahead and get pregnant again#looking back at the past few years I haven’t been without a belly or a baby in a long while#so someone needs to give me a break on the neatness of the house’s landscaping and my ability to attend a last minute evening event#mkay?#but also that did look like a fun thing to do and I’m kinda bummed I missed out!#but also my son put a towel on his head like a ghost and went oooOoOoOo to give me a hug after bathtime#and I picked up that little nakeybutt ghostie and gave him 100 kisses and said goodnight and my heart was full#so#BLAH#TWO SIDES
