Dec 27, 2025
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started thinking about him and couldn’t stop
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Lowk it's such a good parallel between A and N (it's very visible in the LT route but you can see it in seperate routes too) that over time everything about A's dynamic with the detective and N's dynamic with the detective switches almost scarily. A starts seeing detective as not just a fragile human being but a strong and capable person, they start laying off the "it's my duty to protect them" overprotectiveness from book 1, like they understand their orders but slowly learn how to not be overbearing and let the detective be an individual who is self-dependant but open to seeking help if needed.
Whereas N on the other hand constantly mentioning that the detective can handle themselves well in book 1 to "at the end of the day they are still human, their life is much more fragile in comparison to supernaturals" by book 3. They don't think that detective is any less capable but their need to protect them and the realization of detective's humanity far surpasses their confidence in the detective's capabilities in book 3 (similar to A regarding humanity in book 1) they learn to reel it in but those feelings very obviously prolong to the book 4 demo.
I believe the BIGGEST catalyst of this change in dynamic was Sanja's vision abt each of them (ik not everyone goes through that route but at least in the ones who DO go to the fortune teller, it makes more sense there— to me at least) bcoz N was not as paranoid abt the detective's safety in the first half of book 2 as they were in second and then later on, whereas Sanja's revelation abt A only made them more certain abt their feelings than repulsing them back to their original stand on these things.
This is one of the best showcase of what I observed -> LT route, no relationship, book 3:
While I don't think what I observed was the main purpose of this scene, it's very transparent in showing how A has accepted that the detective is not just a "human being" (that they thought of in a generalized way before) but that they are an individual of their own and cannot be caged just bcoz they are not as strong as their environment. While N gets that, it's the erratic panic that makes it difficult for them to think rationally, assuming that the only way to keep the detective safe is to keep them away from everything (Which is exactly what A believed in the first book.)
So I can confess it’s too late and I’m in love to the emotionally constipated milenia old vampire
I can say “I love you” after just jumping into a relationship with the second in command vampire
I can admit I’m in love with the vampire that only wanted a fling with me and it’s oblivious to their own feelings
But I can’t tell I’m in love to the vampire that’s so genuine and open about their feelings that they want to start a relationship with you on the second book and you can build a whole relationship for over a book and a half with
Did anyone say 80s Nat?
I sleep so I can see you, 'cause I hate to wait so long
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between b3 and 4, nat probably figured out that starling was into calligraphy, and i think they left romantic letters outside each other's doors during that period. i also think they probably continued that into b4 after starling's touch became poison
they couldn't cuddle but they could write letters and make eyes at each other across the meeting room (much to ava's dismay) like victorian era lesbians who were "definitely just friends."
If i was A du Mortain in the love triangle route where the MC is dating N, I'd be insane too. They'd need to lock me up forreal
