please hold me

someone

This is how it feels to be someone who was always make fun of 

They get dare or someone joke to ask them out

They get love letters that’s was a prank or joke

They always get rejected from the people they like 

They find the teacher don’t notice when the person getting bullied or made fun of

They always are quiet and don’t talk to people in their class

They feel like a outcast 

They deal with pain and when they speak about it no one believes them 

“God, life is so unrelenting! We just had a day and now we have to have another one?! Just let me sit down for a second!”

Her cat gave an unimpressed stare in response and continued to sit by his food bowl in a very pointed gesture. She sighed and got up to feed him, “Don’t you think it’s ridiculous, Mr Whiskers? There’s no time to rest, it’s just day after day after day.”

He stared up at her, holding the bag of cat food, and then looked down at his empty bowl,

“Yeah, ok.” She poured the food, clumsily in an attempt to avoid his head which immediately blocked the bowl as soon as the first biscuits dropped in. It went all over the floor, but he had never objected to eating off the floor before so it didn’t really matter.

She flopped down onto the floor and watched him eat, “Oh to be a cat like you, with a human waiting on me hand and foot- paw and paw? Whatever, no responsibilities just eating and sleeping and hunting smaller animals whenever you feel like it. Sounds nice.”

There was no response from her cat who was carefully eating everything she had just poured with no regard for anything that was happening around him. She shook her head and petted his back until he glared at her, and then she left him to his meal.

Her phone buzzed, and when she checked it another fourteen emails had arrived in her inbox in the time it had taken her to feed Mr Whiskers, there was a text from her sister asking if she was still alive since she hadn’t responded to her last text a week ago, and a voicemail from her boss that she would listen to later.

“It never ends.” She said to her empty apartment. “It never ends.”

If not, do you just have simple advice? Sorry if that's a bit much to ask ;; I know it's late for you

Even people that have friends can definitely find themselves seem lonely late at night and that's not all that all odd or out of place. I mean, I have friends but that doesn't mean that I'm talking to them all the time and that doesn't mean that they're with me all the time.

As you know, or don't know, I can't tell whose been here for a while and who hasn't when it comes to Anons without labels but, I'm basically chronically ill, and I more or less spend a lot of my time at home and isolated from the world and my interactions with people have dipped over there years in person because I can't do a lot of what I used to. And even with my friends here online, I will have moments where I get lonely and I will have times where I feel like I don't have any person even though I know I do. This is the hard part about depression. It's something that makes you feel like you're alone and tired and drained and all these things, and you start to believe those intrusive thoughts over time and it takes so much work to help yourself get away from those thoughts.

Don't feel bad if they overwhelm you, this sort of thing just happens and you shouldn't ever feel ashamed of yourself for feeling exhausted or just alone. There will be moments when you want to talk to people but you don't want to bother them with your problems and that's okay, it's okay to ask your friends for consent to vent if you need it, don't hesitate. The key to mental health is you having a support system falling behind you as you try to fight to be functioning and feeling in control once again. It's not easy, but I promise it is possible.

I think the best advice you could ever hear is to go to bed. Intrusive thoughts that come late at night tend to stick around and bother you so you start to think and wonder and fixate on something that may not be true at all when you should be sleeping instead. Go to sleep if you start feeling like nobody cares and your brain keeps telling you this or that. A good night's sleep is the key to health in the long run for sure, I swear.

If you can't sleep, I advise you listen to some comforting music or put on a movie. Be mindful and distract yourself if you can't bring yourself to talk to anyone. Just know that you'll be okay and these feelings will pass.

This is situational. There are better tips out there but this is just what I do. You have to focus on a piece of something that makes you happy or feel distracted. Depression is so very intrusive so I hope you know you're not alone and there may be other tips that work for you. Don't hesitate to ask for specifics or to search around for how other people do it.

A fake promo art for a fake episode called "Cooly Whipped".

It's basically one of those episodes that start out fine but expresses sorta dark themes like loneliness and substance abuse/over medicating (cus cheese whip is sorta like drugs in this world so I figure the same for whipped cream). It gets kinda angsty...like Adventure Time angsty.