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Secret Keeper - a programmed alter who refuses to tell anyone certain information, whether it be about abusers, details of abuse or similar

Flag Meaning : The blue represents hidden information, or secrets. The gradient of colours represents how the secret keeper may be hiding different information from different people (ex: what can be "public knowledge," vs what can be known by abuser A vs what abuser B can know). The icon in the center represents holding secrets and the flag entirely mirrors the Tattletale flag as these roles are similar yet opposite.

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Putting this before the content warning because it is necessary: PLEASE be careful who you give resources to. PLEASE.

Cw: RAMCOA, drugging, forced splitting, abuse, programming/conditioning. Fuck idefk what else. Just fucking. Wow.

Finding out your abusive ex used the resources you gave her because she said she “wanted to help.” To create her own side system in your system to serve her is… wow. Like… it suddenly makes sense why the last three years have been a major blur, particularly whenever she would come down here and keep me with her 24/7 for… a month+ at a time, unable to leave. She built off of the programming we had already experienced and exploited it further to create… that. It’s genuinely fucking terrifying. I’m glad we’re finally rid of her, though.

I’m reeling just… discovering those alters and dealing with the flashbacks and like… idk death feelings. Be careful who you give resources to, I guess…

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recently ive been reading about programming/ITBC, and as just an OEA system i want to say im so so sorry to everyone who has gone through this, it must have been beyond horrible for lack of a better word, i hope everyone manages to get far away from their abusers at some point in their lives and finds safety and solace

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A large part of me wants to give up on recovery, which is stupid because I literally have an out of my unhealthy relationship if I want it.

I have an appointment on Monday to get actual tangible help with being an adult. I have a referral to a housing charity that my wife is unknowing about.

I love her but I don't know how much longer I can do this. I feel a constant tugging of wanting escape, wanting to hurt people, wanting to hurt myself. And no one believes me. So what if I just let go. Stop controlling everything.

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Defeciopus : an alter who is programmed but the program doesn't act as intended, wasn't reinforced enough or other reason.

Flag Meaning : The black in the center represents the programmer / handler / abuser. The white on the outside represents the rest of the system. The gradient represents how failed the program could be. The weak link icon in the alternate flag represents the alter being a weak link in the programming or being called one.

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Nonrecovered ITBC Survivor : A survivor of ITBC who isn't currently recovered but is working toward it

Flag Meaning: The cracks show the trauma responses due to the ITBC, this especially refers to alters and dissociative barriers. The shades of purple and pink show the losses that result from the torture, and the conditioning itself. The light grey represents the memory loss and amnesia that the brain uses to cope, a lack of knowledge and a lack of self. The center stripe represents not being recovered from the trauma.

Not really a request, but following up on another anon who asked previously on how to research ITBC and kind of to ask what you mean by "Programming is what you people mean when you say "an abuser intentionally creating DID" and that's not even correct"? Does that mean that not all ITBC is intentionally creating DID but capitalizing on dissociation and created triggered responses? Sorry, trying to get some clarity on that bit. I think I am a ITBC survivor so I don't know how to actually research into what might have been done to me safely or how to bring it up with my therapist. Also any resources on how to be a chill guy to other ITBC survivors is great too!

Not all itbc is done with the knowledge of did, yea. Programming can be done without the intention to create did but it's always intentional. It's also just severe conditioning (which is shown through the term itbc).

Here's a couple posts on the subject.

Post I made (that you're talking about) was then expanded on by a lovely person

Post by @/many-but-one I use this as a very short introduction to itbc

Another post by @/many-but-one about what scripts are and are not

Clearing up misconceptions

Honestly in order to be a chill guy I'd just say to not walk on eggshells around people, and to communicate with them.

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CW: mentions of trafficking and programming, no details, just asking for resources. I'm wondering if anyone has any good resources on child trafficking and particularly Familial trafficking as well as programming/conditioning? I know of the book Organized Sexual Abuse (Michael Salter,) and other books by Alison Miller, but pretty much none others. I'm looking for resources for my partner to read so she can help understand my whole situation and how to help me better. Thank you!

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