Putting this before the content warning because it is necessary: PLEASE be careful who you give resources to. PLEASE.
Cw: RAMCOA, drugging, forced splitting, abuse, programming/conditioning. Fuck idefk what else. Just fucking. Wow.
Finding out your abusive ex used the resources you gave her because she said she “wanted to help.” To create her own side system in your system to serve her is… wow. Like… it suddenly makes sense why the last three years have been a major blur, particularly whenever she would come down here and keep me with her 24/7 for… a month+ at a time, unable to leave. She built off of the programming we had already experienced and exploited it further to create… that. It’s genuinely fucking terrifying. I’m glad we’re finally rid of her, though.
I’m reeling just… discovering those alters and dealing with the flashbacks and like… idk death feelings. Be careful who you give resources to, I guess…











