#tw brutality

I will start with the smallest things that I noticed first. Mark never tried to make his wife immortal. He knew how bad it was. Yet he inflicted it on others.

Brandon's death bothers me. He died in the eighties. Fentanyl was known but not widely dealt with like it is today. It would be hard to smuggle onto an island. That is unless one of two things happened. One, the fentanyl came from a medical facility on the island. Given what was there, it makes sense that there would be a doctor's office. More on that later. The other option, someone higher up got their star the drugs he used to function. Mark makes the most sense. His wife was terminally sick; he would have access to strong medications. He might not steal her medications but he steals from the nurses. Mark being involved would make sense to me but I can also see Brandon also having a legitimate episode with heat sickness and going to the medical center and being dosed and dying there, for the clean corpse. I don't think he's fully away and acting in control during the murders. He was the only one that died in relation to himself before his own death. Then he had to be broken into doing what he did. I will say it's fascinating to see how professional he is in regards to acting. What I mean is: during the clips we see of him in character there's no hints of anything wrong until hindsight is in effect.

Why do I think there is a medical facility? Simple. They had to do the autopsies in secret, on the island. Medical facilities have the tools and room to do the examinations.

Gary's death is brutal, but the wounds are fully visible even the ones we don't realize at first. His face is covered so we don't see that Gary is conscious until death (we can hear it though), but he's limp- like death. Sure enough, in the autopsy, his spine was broken and we saw that he had been paralyzed.

With Olivia there are more of the hidden details that don't sit right with me. First of all it's a voicemail, meaning she was alone and kind of left to fend for herself. There is also a vibe to her words that her stalker is a repeat problem that was ignored, as stalking is a pattern of behaviors. I would think that the higher ups (Mark) are ignoring her in this case, as Brandon is the one doing it.

Now we get to Nathan. Nathan was leaking and doing corporate espionage. It may not feel like that but that's what he was doing. Why do I bring this up? The camera angle on his death. It was a spy cam. It would have a bit awkward but it could be done. He just would have been wired to a vcr.

Rex got off scot free here. Pretty straightforward. Clean and miserable but nothing hidden.

Mere days after Kai's base had been raided by the heroes-- and needlessly destroyed-- he and I were out shopping for groceries. It was a warm, sunny, late spring day. There wasn't any clouds in the sky, there were cars littering the parking lot. The day was...unassumingly quiet; there was nothing to worry about, nothing to fear. Come to think of it, we'd no reason to fear anything. It was just an average moment of domesticity that couples long for.

And when you reach the Judgement Hall, it's brutal. Bones piercing flesh, bodies with holes in their chest, some missing their head completely. Guts on the walls, on the floor, hung around like Christmas lights. They don't dissappear with resets either. Sans can see them. There's a pile of dust bigger than Asgore stacked on himself twice in the corner from each time Sans lost too.

The more you reset, the more he asks whether it's worth it to see your own bodies piling up. He asks if it's not traumatizing to you. He asks if you're not sick to your stomach. He asks if the amount of bodies adds up to the amount of sins you have weighing you down. Is that why you get slower each time?

His judgement becomes more instant. The battle starts quicker each time. And every time you die, when you come back, you see the fresh blood still leaking from last time and it starts again.

The bodies stack up until you're knee deep in it. The dust pile falls and is inches deep on the floor, covering and mixing with the blood, making a paste you have to wade through.

Not only is that insulting to trans men by insinuating that we have some sort of special virtue over cis men for being assigned female (which isn't even true for many transmascs and is interexist/exorsexist to imply) but it ignores the fact that the patriarchy views marginalized men as a threat to patriarchal masculinity.

Patriarchal manhood is perisex, white, abled, cis manhood.

Any other type of manhood is seen as deviant.

Patriarchy sees disabled men as a threat to patriarchal manhood because under patriarchal standards, men are seen as emotionless workhorses. If a man is unable to perform to the work standards of capitalism, he is seen as a failure of a man. The system actively seeks to harm, torment and kill disabled men.

The patriarchy is inherently steeped in white supremacist ideals, black and brown men may be circumstantially afforded privilege at the expense of other marginalized people, but the goal of the system and people in power is not to uplift black and brown men. It's to use us as a tool and mouthpiece to spread their hatred, ready to discard us at any moment. Never play their game.

When a black man is killed and people's reactions are "well he was a big guy" or "he was a thug" in order to justify the killing, yes, this is racism, but it's racism using sentiments that are steeped in hatred and demonization of black masculinity. It needs to be part of the conversation.

I've had this conversation a couple of times with people who disagree with me and have never gotten a helpful response to "how does this help marginalized men" when they dissect every issue from manhood/masculinity.

When a black man is told to smile more so he doesn't look so threatening, "Well that's just racism"

Ok well it's racism based on the assumption that black masculinity is dangerous. Can we talk about that?

When a trans man gets ostracized from queer groups once he starts presenting more masculine or has to hide his masculine traits and self deprecate his identity to be seen as redeemable, "Well that's just transphobia"

Yeah? AND it's transphobia based on a hatred of perceived masculinity and embracing manhood.

I've seen trans women and intersex people get harassed on here and transvestigated for not denouncing all aspects of manhood and supporting marginalized men. This is a fucking problem. If you can only respect people if they completely denounce manhood, which is a NEUTRAL way to identify, you end up hurting so many people and emboldening ideas you claim to fight against.

If you have an issue with this discussion acknowledging this and think it's at odds with women's issues, you have a serious problem with gender essentialism. If you see overlap of these issues happen to people of different genders, it does not make these issues any less harmful to marginalized men.

It just further solidifies that the reasons bigots use to harm us are based in absolutely nothing, because sex and gender do not work how they impose it on the rest of us.

I'm sick of the conversation continually boiling down to "trans men are hurt because we're seen as women" or "that's just misogyny" Yes that's PART of it but that's not EVERYONE'S experience and it's not the whole story.

Acknowledging the ways the system vilifies manhood that does not fit the standard will lift up all marginalized men (and I don't mean lift up above women, all genders should be supported and lifted out of oppression, this is just one facet of the work that needs to be done to combat gender essentialist thinking). Ignoring these issues leaves us bowing to the patriarchal standard of manhood instead of allowing people to create healthy expressions of manhood outside of it that may even be a mix of all kinds of diverse forms of gender expression. The latter is what gender liberation looks like, being able to choose how you express your inner self to the outside world regardless of what that might be as long as it is not harmful to others. I want that, that's beautiful.

internet connection slowed down , server down , school , colleges shut down to prevent from protesting and shielding . It's all planned so we stop speaking about our rights.

A boy was shot straight into the heart causing him spot death by the police while protesting.

The protesters are being brutally killed , raped beaten by a sub section of the existing government's party 'chatro league'(students' league)

The protesters ask for their rights for the seats rightfully earned in universities.

They want the so called ' quotas ' that are a percentage of seats reserved for various special cases but nowadays seldom used currectly.

When they express with their verbal right to have these quotas specially the so called fredom fighter quota lessened or removed, the peaceful proteters face attacks from police , and tear gas attacks.

There have been many killed and injured. A huge ammount of women raped and assulted.