dinner time but make it angsty bc I’m an angsty teen
(in quotes is my mom, without quotes is me.)
”I don’t know how long your little chip in the shoulder against me is going to last but—“
You messed up REALLY bad 4 times now. I am NOT going to forgive you.
“oh really? Let’s list them!”
Okay! That time on the walk, you know the one, the part two of that, and the most recent one!
*forget what is said here*
”OKAY but why aren’t you just choosing FORGIVENESS, I had to forgive you so many times for things you’ve done-“
I’ve never done ANYTHING bad enough to reach your level.
“What about missing school???”
Me missing school did NOT give you PTSD.
“okay well it really scares me,”
How does me missing school SCARE you. IM DOING WELL IN SCHOOL?
“because sometimes you get 90s and sometimes you get zeros!”
*forget what is said here*
“And when you were a little girl do you know how many times I forgave you for your mistakes??”
I was a CHILD I DID NOT KNOW HOW TO FUNCTION.
(dad cuts in and says smth, I don’t remember what)
*don’t remember what is said* “because I’m your MOTHER and I GAVE BIRTH TO YOU”
This first started when I was twelve, I still haven’t forgiven you, and I never will. You’ll just have to accept that.