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i was hitting my marks!đ¤

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since y'all seemed to want this.... here's the live notes i took while listening to each song for the first time (bold are thoughts i had during later listens)
fortnight:Â
âi was a functioning alcohol till nobody noticed my new aestheticâ what the fuck does that even meanâŚ
love the fact she gave post the female collab treatment. donât wanna hear what he has to say.Â
theyâre voices sound actually good together?Â
some pockets of the melody are catchy
okay i donât hate thisÂ
ttpd:
her red flags are on fire in this song lol
this seems very half-cooked
also jacks weird mixing continues to plague us all
CHARLIE PUTH???? WHAT THE FUCK WHY HE HERE
tattooed golden retriever??? âŚâŚno way
my boy breaks all his favorite toys:
i blinked and itâs half over
this also is like⌠half cooked and didnât need to be released tbh
i love the way she sings the second verse tho
down and:
the production does not match the vibe
did tpain produce this
iâm⌠kinda bored lol
like i have nothing to say this also didnât need to be released tbhÂ
this grew on me a lot actually
so long londonÂ
the production is so futuristic?Â
oh im obsessed with how she sounds on this one
her talk-singing in the verses is great
honest lyrics without any clunky unnecessary metaphors! a win!!
the fast-paced verses with th slow chorus is really really cool
a favorite so far
daddy i love him
i can barely hear her? the bad mixing continuesÂ
âgrowing up precociously sometimes means not growing up at allâ oh yeah WE KNOW
is thisâŚâŚ is this about her dating matty and loving how people hate him⌠no fucking way sheâs this stupid
SHE IS BEING THIS STUPID
âitâs white noiseâ yeah yeah thatâs exactly how id describe him Â
.... anyway y'all remember when fans really believed the little mermaid theory and this song was supposed to be about how 'joe stole her voice' lmaooo
we will pretend this one doesn't exist!
fresh out the slammer
are we getting another âi didnât cheat technicallyâ song lol
what is this weird tempo changeâŚ.
okay kinda catchy
itâs sounds exactly like you are in love at the endâŚ.. jack is really out of tricks
florida
âmy friends all smell like weed or little babiesâ what the fuck is she even talking about anymoreÂ
iâm sorry but iâm laughing at the phrase âfuck me up floridaâ
again the production sounds so detached from the vocalsÂ
i honestly still have no idea how i feel about this one
guilt as sin
an real instrument?? wow crazyÂ
okay sheâs kinda cute? catchy and fun, love the melody
i love when she goes up at the end of the vocalÂ
okayâŚ. i donât mind this one sheâs catchy, a little too long and drawn out but cute
whoâs afraid of little old me?
what is this production? itâs way too soft to be as threatening as theyâre trying forÂ
why did jack push her vocals back so far when sheâs supposed to screamâŚ. thatâs ruins the whole thingâŚ. sheâs supposed to be screaming and threateningâŚ.. not quiet and far awayâŚ. hello
this song is trying very hard to be threatening but itâs not... vigilante shit 2.0
âyou wouldnât last an hour in the asylum they raised meââŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ upper middle-class pennsylvania?Â
âiâm drunk on my own tears isnât that what they all say, thatâll sue you if you step on my lawnâ okay bar?
the bridge was good but thatâs about it.
i can fix himÂ
âŚâŚâŚâŚâŚ not another matty song oh god
âi can handle a dangerous manââŚâŚ im too stunned to speak this is so embarrassingÂ
wow taylor really is that girl who like âwomen supporting womenâ and then dates/defends a racist bfâŚ. a walking example of white feminism
intersectional feminism found dead.... twice....
loml
okay this is really nice?Â
I WAS ACTUALLY ENJOYING THE SONG WHY DID SHE RUIN IT BY SAYING âMR STEAL YOUR GIRLâ đ
if we ignore that one line we're good this is good. im refusing to let that line ruin such a good song
i can do it with a broken heart
âbitch smileâ why are there so many cringey lyrics on this album lol
what is this song omg why do i kind of like itÂ
taylor please learn depressed isnât a synonym for sadÂ
they recycled the mastermind productionÂ
wait till taylor finds out most of the entire world is sad while they're doing their job and has to pretend they're not
smallest man who ever livedÂ
oh i think i like this?
âyou said normal girls were boringâ GIRL AND YOU DIDNT IMMEDIATELY GET UP AND LEAVE??? EWWWW??? she's not beating the pick-me allegations
'i just wanna know if rusting my sparking summer was the goal' okay love that line
i like this a lot
the alchemy
noâŚ.. no way this is real
i cannot
THE SPORTS METAPHORS WE JOKED SHED DO THAT AND SHE ACTUALLY DID IT OH NOÂ
touchdown â teams â benches â winning streak â the league â
sheâs doingâŚâŚ the worst thing ever this is so laughableÂ
the corny lyrics are on overloadÂ
âthis time itâs heroine with an eâ didnât she write folklore? i canât rememberÂ
that literally was an snl parody of a taylor song
clara bow
love how the guitar sounds⌠bet money this is an aaron trackÂ
a stevie nicks reference!! a win!!!
i like this one a lot no cringey lyrics yet
nope never mind she name-dropped herself donât like that
overall really liked it tho
the black dog
i think i like it?? this is kind of what i expected the album to be
okay for once the weird production choices kind of pay off
imgonnagetyouback
kinda catchy?Â
she loves a fancy car getting wrecked line
the pre-choruses are the best partÂ
this wouldâve been better without the jack of it all bc he loves a song that doesnt build to anything
this just comes down to personal preference: i donât like her lighter vocals with jackâs heavy production (ie most of lover lol)
the albatross
a real instrument!!! production that matches taylorâs voice and is well mixed!!! aaronâs arrived!!Â
i think itâs solid, has good writing and she sounds great. that's about it.
chloe or sam orâŚ
took me a solid minute to have any semblance of a fuck to know what was going on but okay
okay i love this one
wayyyy more emotive than like⌠most of the original album
a lot of the 2nd version (or whatever this is lol) are way more emotive, maybe because her voice isnt drenched in reverb so we can actually hear her voice emote better
how did it end
this sounds like an old school adele song?Â
i love this one tooâŚ.Â
her being upset people wanna know what happened but then also feeding it while promoting the album oopÂ
i love the story of this one it's so refreshing
so high school
THE PRODUCTION is so good ugh aaron never failsÂ
the man here is a walking red flag girl and the lyrics are ~not it~ but the production is too pretty to hate it
fuck these lyrics are so bad lol
maybe if i disassociate hard enough i can ignore the lyrics and just listen to the production and vibe
give me a karaoke version of this song and we'd be so back
i hate it here
i mentioned disassociation and she made a whole song about it!!!! this oneâs mine!!!!Â
âwithout all the racistsâ GIRL HUH
WHAT WAS THE REASON
also... girl donât act like we donât know youâre fine with that lololololol
if i had a dime for every time i was liking a song to then have it slapped away because of a bad, out-of-pocket lyricâŚâŚÂ
thank you aimee
this isnât grabbing my attentionÂ
oh the bridge is interestingÂ
itâs mehÂ
i will never be thanking the people that bullied me thanks tho
i look in peoples windowsÂ
what do you mean aaron didnât produce this??? itâs well-made and has instruments?Â
i love this one, again a really interesting and unique concept that's very refreshing to hear at this point when a lot of the songs feel repetitive
the prophecy
aaron guitar!!!!Â
sheâs nice i like herÂ
i've really grown to love how she sings this one, the melodies are cool.. however i feel like we've heard the same melody.. like on this exact album... where she upturns at the end of every line...
cassandraÂ
this seems veryâŚ. familiar⌠idk i feel like weâve covered this (i mean there are 31 songs weâve already covered everything lol)
this is such an aaron song, that's a classic 'the national' piano
i like her voice in this one tho, sounds good
peter
oh love i love this
now this? THIS feels the most like a taylor swift song
once again sheâs at her best with a simple instrument and emotive simple lyrics
the piano reminds me of champagne problems
the bolterÂ
i like this! the chorus is so cute
oh i like that ending line a lot!
sheâs cute, a little long and drawn out but cute
robin
i havenât seen anyone talk about this one
welpâŚ. i literally have no feelings toward this one but sounds pretty!Â
the manuscript
oh this is soooooooo powerfulÂ
i love this conceptÂ
her ending the album on another introspective album that sums everything up a la dear reader yep yep!!
if you actually read of this ily đ
ttpd thoughts
for the record, i'm not trying to be like. purposely hateful or anything, i'm just so deeply disappointed with her. this last year has been a mess and she's repeatedly acted in ways that, at the very least, rub me in the wrong way and at their worst have disgusted me and made me lose so much respect for/faith in her. miss americana has become a piece of performance art rather than any sort of meaningful activism.
she made a very public display of dating/hooking up with a bigot and basically said "fuck you, i do what i want" in response to valid criticism and then tried to smooth it over by working with one of the women he'd called slurs. almost every time she spoke this year, whether in an interview or through tree, she reinforced my worry that she views herself as untouchable and that any sort of negativity or criticism directed toward her should be discounted because she's an "underdog" and a woman, despite the fact that there are very real issues with her words and actions. and don't get me started on everything with football guy and his trump-loving ass.
she is absolutely allowed to do, say, date, fuck, etc. anyone and anything she wants. she can write songs about all of it. she can do damage control and pr and control the narrative however she chooses. she can run smear campaigns and drag names through the mud while maintaining she's the perpetual victim when she's arguably the one with the most power in any given situation. i can appreciate that fame presents a set of challenges that i will never experience or fully comprehend.
but i'm also allowed to have my opinions on it, especially when so much of it is so heavily publicized. there is so much we will never know and there is also so much we do know that we never should have. pretty much since eras was announced, she's become so deeply oversaturated and it went from being cool to see so much hype and getting a new album and new re-recordings to feeling like everything is about money and breaking records. it's become a machine, a content factory, and so many decisions feel rushed, incomplete, and incongruent. it doesn't feel like there's been real thought about the material itself and instead it's become about aesthetics and sensationalism.
i think that's why i'm so frustrated right now and it's highly likely that these albums will grow on me or at least some of the songs. i've been listening to the 12 songs i liked on repeat since i finished my initial run through each album and i already like them even more. but i wish that it could truly just be about the music for me. that's what's always been most meaningful to me about taylor is her lyricism and the stories she tells through her songs. but knowing everything i know and having seen everything i've seen over the past year, it's tainted my perception of the albums and the songs on them.
i think that taylor has a lot of growing to do as a person. i've heard people say that sometimes celebrities are frozen at the age they became famous and i think that really shows in taylor's case. the irony of a song being titled "so high school" was certainly not lost on me. a lot of her phrasing feels very juvenile, just as her treatment of joe and everything surrounding the end of their relationship has been. i never really had feelings about him one way or another, and as i mentioned above, there's a lot we'll never know about what happened between them. but she's been pushing her victim narrative so hard and the only thing i've seen from joe is his support of palestine. actions speak a lot louder than words. it changed so drastically from the initial news of their breakup being amicable to turning him into yet another villain. i have no doubt in my mind that taylor has been treated very poorly by a lot of the men in her life, and joe is likely not an exception. but i'm to the point where i have to take everything she says with a heaping tablespoon of salt.
at the end of the day, taylor's music is her own and i understand why she's said that she wants her work to be about the music and not about the men. i can see how it would feel invalidating to have her songs picked apart and attributed to the men they're written about. and i'm not even trying to do that here. but i can't recall a time when she's been so public about her relationships? in the past, it's felt a lot more like speculation, but jesus, between ratty and tk this past year, we've just been inundated with so much that unless i was an extremely casual fan that managed to escape her face on every news show, billboard, and social media website, i can't fathom not knowing what she's singing about on these albums. she can't have it both ways.
i still have all the music that came before ttpd, and like i said, with subsequent listens, ttpd will probably grow on me a bit, but idk man, i'm over it. and i think it's important to be willing and able to criticize or at the very least analyze your favorite media, whether it's music or tv or film or literature or whatever else. your favorite thing probably sucks in one way or another and pretending it doesn't doesn't make you a better person than someone who acknowledges it. these are complex, extremely nuanced things i take issue with and when it comes down to it, i will never know taylor personally and be able to talk to her about these things and get her point of view and her thoughts. that leaves me to say my piece, which is what this post is.
as a recovering swiftie, i'm just so very tired.
THEYâRE HERE AND THEYâRE GORGEOUS
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it feels like one of those nights we won't be sleeping
down bad crying at the gym đ
âI died at the alter waiting for the proofâ
GUYS the wedding chorus at the beginning of the song
SHE DIED WAITING, she wanted to marry him but she died ON THE ALTER WAITING TO MARRY HIM im physically sick