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Meet the reason l've not posted an update in a while.
On month 12 of our TTC journey. We finally got that positive that seems to be sticking. Todays scan (6 weeks) showed a strong heartbeat ♥️ so chances of miscarriage are tiny now 🙈
have been tired and nauseous as hell for weeks! So unfortunately my writing took a hit. I will get some updates out in the coming weeks but wanted to share the happy news with you all 🥹
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We start in August or September, just waiting on the nurse to contact and confirm, then everything will be set up 😭
If you've had a successful IVF treatment, please give me all the tips and tricks, I need to give this everything cos I just need 1 baby 😂
July 2nd - I took a test this morning and I’m pregnant!
I was pretty surprised as I haven’t really had many symptoms, so I didn’t have my hopes up.
I did have some weird zapping pains for the last two days which reminded me of round ligament pain, that was the only clue.
I’m cautiously excited and praying for a sticky baby.
Throughout my infertility journey, I’ve often felt like there was a “lesson” I was meant to be learning. I hated it, it made me angry, but the thought was always there.
I had a realization today that I think I was meant to heal, from many things, but specifically learning communication skills and developing my own sense of self importance that depends solely on me and what I have achieved.
The universe knows how special motherhood will be to me, how important it is to me. I don’t think it was open to letting me begin that chapter until I was ready, because it knew that I would be so disappointed if I had any regrets from my own immature, unhealed actions relating to my journey of motherhood.
I’ve worked hard to heal. Even when it doesn’t feel like it. I know that I’m ready, and maybe the universe does too… either way, I think I’m okay with waiting my turn for now.
Soooo… tests still negative… looks like I will be able to drink in Rome 🙈🤣
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Guess who's fertile on Valentine's Day?!? 🥰
I miss my angel babies so bad. Some days I can handle the sadness but other days I feel a huge loss in my heart that no words can ever explain. I want to cry all the time. I want my babies back. I am jealous of those that got to carry theirs to term. I feel pathetic. I hate my body and I don’t understand why it cannot do what others can do. I can’t really talk about this with other people. When does the sadness go away? It feels like it never will
The hardest part of infertility for me is the desire. The desire to kiss those tiny little fingers and toes. The desire to rock a sleepy baby to sleep. The desire to have something so small need you.
