Congrats on your one year anniversary!! I'm new here lmao but since I saw someone submitted Kuras, I'd love to throw Leander into the ring. His trenchcoat is sewn together with red flags but he's just so fascinating to me.....
So Your Fictional Crush Is: Leander
How's that eternal sense of displacement going? Because that's the kind of loneliness that gets you stuck in his web of lies. You're also smart enough to know that he's luring you into a false sense of security, but it's the same principle as being led into hell by a beautiful demon.
I know you don't feel fully loved, like there's something missing, and that people like Leander say all the right things to make it feel whole, but it's all apart of those angel-eyes, and you'll end up having to pay the price.
Something tells me that there's a little part of you that was shut away for hoping to dream and his magic appeals because it represents some of the beauty, the whimsy, that was taken away. Even with the uncanny voices telling you to come back in the back of your head, you tread further down the line of loving someone with an agenda.