#try your luck

the keyboard thing nonnie wait because i'm honoured?? like that actually touches my heart?? tbh you've made my whole day LMAO

at the end of the day, he's just a man.

I had Julia Michaels song "Try your luck" playing on repeat while drawing this! I sat in a coldsweat trying to get this out of my system! haha! Hey there, I'v been really busy for the past two weeks, with moving n' shit! But I wanted to pop in here and say, that im going to take a break, or a "hiatus" from tumblr in general.. For how long I dont know, but what I do know, is that im coming down from a semi psychotic/manic break?? I dont know what to call it, mental episode?? All I know is that im now stairing into the aftermath of the destruction iv caused around me, to family... and just people in general.... With this I need to focus on myself for a while, cause I. AM. DONE! Done with causing others pain, and causing myself pain in the process too... Im better that that, I know I can be, I just need to re-raise myself (Said the woman in her 30's) BOUT DAMN TIME!!! I know from experience that tumblr in specific can get really obsessive for me to be on, hence why im taking distance from it.

Ill check in once in a while, just to clear notifications. Im not gonna stop posting art though, just not here (at least not while im working on myself) If you like my stuff you can find me on my:

DeviantART

BlueSky

Instagram Thats where my stuff will be the next long while. So if you like, go take a peak... And if you dont? Well jellybean, then you know which accounts to keep away from, its really that simple ;) Ill see yall, when I feel like human and a proper member of society again! Take care! <3 -Onyx

It's something I've been working on for awhile. I dont know how to promote my music but if this intrigues you please take a listen and lmk what you think!!! idek what genre this is I put nudisco??? lmk...

@stars-inhereyes babe I expect to be weeping when you finally come up with something ChanBig again.

Here’s a little thing that has nothing to do with whatever my baby wants to write: 

The fanart is post siege, where Big wakes up and finds Chan in the bed beside him one day. He's been in the hospital for a month for treatment, rehabilitation is a bitch but it's also the well deserved rest his body needs from his high-impact gun drama life.

He gets told about how his best friend betrayed them all. He doesn't take it too well.

He cries.

But Chan's arms for the first time open. For the first time they hold onto the weeping man as he wails softly into the fabric of the elder's hospital gown.

"I should have noticed. Should have seen the signs."

"Maybe I could have changed his mind."