(drippin so pretty)

Why do i hold onto the most pointless parts of my past,the memories that torment my dreams the ex that wont ever truly be forgiven but with my soul and heart missing i hold onto him give him what he wants...my body...but he will never give me his heart. He used me for my body when we dated and i gave him my heart as a bonus but when we broke my heart never healed i need that human connection and my only way to feel remotely that is being used by him again.but i feel mortified in why i keep causing this pain to myself i deserve it but its destroying me. I need peace, I need a normal mind i need this pain to stop reminding me i’m a fuck up. I will never be dignified. I will never be happy or truly loved by anyone. A year or 2 is all i can bare i don’t see the point of adding years to this meaningless life.

These are the worst and certain they will be the death of me. #lol #truepain #truth

This #antique #iron had destroyed my foot many times when I was a kid. My mom used to place it against my bedroom door to keep it open for me at night. I would wake up in the middle of night to go to the bathroom, then "THUNK!!!" My foot would slam right into the side of it causing me to let out a loud scream. This iron was true pain. Now it resides in my mom's new condo. I just hope she doesn't smack into it. #misterfitshace #truepain #ouch #painful #wheniwasakid

Happy read an E-book day. If you think dropping your phone on your face hurt, you don't know true pain 😣. #happyreading #kindle #ebooks #ilovebooksmorethanpeople #readmore #funnymemes #truepain #ilikebigbooksandicannotlie (at Burbank, California)

I can't wait that long...I'm dying...I want my Moyashi, Bankanda, Lena-lady, and the Baka-Usagi! AND TIMCAMPY! #dgrayman #dgm #allenwalker #timcampy #reboot #mysuffering #mysoul #truepain #torture #anime #drawing