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Chapter 44 - Entering Kris.
Andy: He sighed soft You can stay here for a couple days, if you need a break from everyone… we have a guest room…. or you're free to crash here as well… it's just an offer, no pressure.
You can think about it.
Kris: And your partners wont think that's weird? he mumbled soft against Andy's shoulder, then sighed deep as he stepped out of the hug, wiping his face
Andy: Well he chuckled lightly we're used to weird around here, so please don't worry about that.
Kris: …. he shrugged lightly I don't know?… I think that might be a bit too weird even for me… he sighed soft looking a bit around Shit my cigs are in my pants, they are probably soaked!
Andy: Take one of mine! he quickly grabbed his cigs on the table, handing them to Kris, followed by a lighter Smoke as many as
you want, I have more…
Kris: He nodded thankful and lit one, then handed the pack and lighter back to Andy thanks he slowly sat back down on the couch
I'm sorry about the meltdown…
Andy: He chuckled soft as he sat down next to Kris Well… at least it wasn't me this time.
Kris: You have mental breakdowns as well? he looked at Andy surprised, and despite his cried out face, he was still quite handsome
Andy: He chuckled hoarsely At least a handful of times per day! which of course was an exaggeration, but he wanted to try to cheer Kris up a bit
Kris: He couldn't help but chuckle
Andy: He smiled softly, satisfied that his joke had worked
Kris: He took a big drag of his cig things are so fucked up…
Andy: He nodded understanding what do you need the most? Be honest? A place to stay? A friendly ear?
Kris: He scoffed lightly and took another drag, then pinned the cig between his lips as he reached for the last can of the six pack, popping it open, answering with his cig still dangling from his lips Dick?!
Andy: He snorted surprised …. okay…. well… at least you didn't try to wrap it with a bow and shit
Kris: … no seriously he took another drag of the cig followed by a sip of the beer I think I just need some sleep.
This beer is really getting to me he snorted softly …. or maybe it's my fucking crying?!
Andy: He smiled softly You want me to leave you alone so you can get some sleep?
Kris: No… I definitely don't want to be alone.
Andy: I could take another couch he gestured at the couch right next to them
Kris: He shrugged lightly I don't mind sharing.
He looked at the screen, getting lost in either the movie, or thoughts in his head, as he smoked the rest of his cig, drinking half the beer, then he laid down, pulling the blanket up around his neck, a deep sigh escaping him.
Andy: He observed him for a moment, but as he seemed to keep following the movie, he didn't say anything, thinking perhaps he needed some space… perhaps he was more than overwhelmed by the meeting and Andy's approach.
So he laid down, quietly observing the movie as well, but once in a while casting a glimpse at Kris, to check if he would be sleeping, as he suddenly noticed tears streaming down Kris's cheeks again Kris?
Andy: Kris? he sat up slow, observing the guy, wondering what he could do for him? What would be too much? Too little?
Can you please tell me what you need? I'm kinda lost here, I really don't want to overstep any lines here…
Kris: There's no lines Andy he whimpered through his tears, a hollow sob escaping him Just make it fucking stop!
Andy: Make what stop??? He looked at Kris worried and felt his pulse rise, anxious to help Kris out, yet not knowing how to tackle the situation
Kris: This hollow emptiness that knocks the air out of me all the time!
Andy: Aah! A relatable feeling! He sighed soft and made a decision, crawling towards Kris, squeezing himself down between Kris's back and the couch, wrapping an arm tight around Kris Is this okay?
Kris: He nodded eagerly and pushed himself tighter against Andy I don't want to die…
Andy: I know, and you wont… I know it feels like that sometimes… I know all too well. But you're going to be fine, I promise.
And you will get out of there, and start a new life… you'll be happy and find someone who will love you and not cheat on you…
I promise it will all work out, you just have to hold on and be patient a bit longer… just a bit…
Kris: He sniffled his nose, nodding lightly, thankful for Andy's encouraging words, and how he seemed to do and say all the right things
Andy: They watched the rest of the movie quietly, and when the movie was over, and Kris to Andy's surprise, still hadn't dozed off, he quickly found another movie and started that as well.
After they quickly had separate toilet visits, they laid down again, Andy once again spooning Kris… it sorta just seemed… Almost natural?
They watched about 20 minutes of the movie, then Andy noticed Kris seemed to have dozed off, and out of reflex started stroking his hair gently, a thing he would usually do when any of his partners were sad and he would be spooning them like this. He laid like that at least 5 minutes, till suddenly he felt Kris gently grab his wrist
Kris: He hesitated just a moment, before he lifted Andy's wrist, and quickly dragged his hand down between Kris's legs, pressing it against his half boner
Andy: He swallowed hard and surprised but didn't dare to say anything
Kris: He pressed Andy's hand a little harder against his dick, then suddenly sat up quick I'm sorry! I… he blushed lightly
It's the beer, I'm so sorry! I don't even know if you're into me or if you're allowed to, I mean I am fully aware you're taken and... shit! Now I'm trying to make you cheat and after what happened to me, I definitely don't want that for anyone else! I think it's best I leave, I'm sorry Andy, I fucked this up! I'm sorry! he stood up quick
Andy: Woah woah woah! He quickly got up and grabbed Kris by the wrist Not so fast please!
Gawd I get you're tense, and you have all the rights to be, but MAN I wish you'd calm the fuck down a bit! He shook his head lightly, then pulled Kris hard enough so he bumped back down on the couch First of all, please look at me…
Kris: He looked shyly at Andy with a soft frown
Andy: I'm not cheating… it's an open relationship, at least on my end… I am allowed to have sex with others… so that's not any extra worry you should put on your already tense shoulders…. and for the record, I'm extremely attracted to you, and quite honestly I really do want to take some of that load off you… quite literally…. pun very much intended he smirked cheekily
But I don't want to take advantage of you… I actually quite like you as I said, Kris… perhaps cause I see so much of myself in you… but that also means I am constantly worried I'll step over some line and end up being a choice you regret, cause you really don't need any more of that, right? And I really don't want to be that…
Kris: …. I'm sorry, I'm all over the place…. I'm just….
Andy: ….. tell me…. please….
Kris: …… I'm so fucking horny!!! I just really need some…. human contact… I'm so fucking lonely, you don't even understand…
I feel like my skin is constantly crawling and I want to peel it all, cause I can't stand being so lonely any more!!!
And I bet I really sound like a nutcase now… so now you definitely don't want me…
Andy: He sighed deep and tried his best to make the right decision, but as tears gathered in Kris's eyes again, he quickly let himself fall back down on the couch, dragging Kris after himself so they once again laid in the previous spoon position Top or bottom?
He spoke in a deep, hoarse voice, feeling himself instantly get hard
Kris: Both! he let out a steamy sigh
Andy: Let me know if I need to stop at any point… if you change your mind….
Kris: I wont! he sighed soft and pressed his butt against Andy fuck me, Andy!
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Andy: He bit his bottom lip firmly and wrapped his arm over Kris, slipping a hand inside the sweatpants, gently grabbing Kris's dick, stroking it slowly
Kris: He gasped relieved and closed his eyes, tears pressing to get out as he was overwhelmed yet again, a soft moan escaping his lips
Andy: He observed Kris's positive reaction and slowly leaned in, brushing Kris's long shaggy hair off his neck, planting a couple gentle yet lingering kisses on the side of his pale skin
Kris: Another soft moan escaping him, his back arching lightly, and he quickly grabbed onto Andy's wrist again, following the movement of Andy stroking his dick, forcing Andy's hand to pick up speed, another more welcoming moan escaping him yes!
Andy: Now it was his turn to let a soft moan slip, tightening his hand lightly, pressing his own boner against Kris's butt cheek, to make sure he could feel he was hard, not wanting him to doubt it all again
Kris: Mmmhhh he sighed soft and longing, licking his lips sensually, a few tears rolling down his cheeks from his still closed eyes
Andy: He picked up a bit more speed, planting a few more kisses on Kris's neck, feeling incredible drawn to him, and aroused, almost about to grab his chin to turn his head so he could get to kiss him, as he felt Kris's body jerk strong and suddenly
Kris: He came with a deep instant moan and his eyes shut open, a light blush gathering on his cheeks I'm sorry! he chuckled awkwardly, panting lightly for air that was very fast, I'm not usually-
Andy: He chuckled warmly Well, you definitely needed it! He snuggled his nose against Kris's neck, enjoying the scent of him, as he slowed down his hand, gently wiping his hand over it beside I thought this was the whole point?
Kris: He nodded lightly and answered in a hoarse voice yeah… but not this fast…
Andy: Are you done?… I'm certsainly not… beside we have all this natural lube now, how about I use it?
Kris: He looked at Andy's hand, now full of his own cum, biting his own lip gently as he nodded quick
Andy: He licked his lips and quickly pulled his pants down, rubbing Kris's cum on his own dick, with a soft moan of pleasure and anticipation, then slowly pulled down Kris's pants You sure?
Kris: Yeah he answered in a steamy voice and turned his head, pressing his lips against Andy's meeting him in a eager, slightly sloppy and chaotic, heated French kiss
Andy: He moaned deep in Kris's mouth and gently rubbed his dick against Kris's hole, trying not to be too eager and fast, not wanting to hurt Kris…it had been a while as far as Andy had understood, so it would probably take a bit of patience to get him fully ready
Kris: He pressed his butt tighter against Andy, reaching backwards, grabbing Andy's dick, stroking it a couple times, then pressed it firmly against his hole, breathing shakily in Andy's mouth as Andy's dick slowly slipped inside him, a soft whimper before he whispered in Andy's mouth Just fuck me! Don't hold back!
Andy: His eyes got wide, but he gave Kris a quick bump, surprised how tight he was, almost as if he was working against Andy
Kris: A loud surprised whimper escaped him, breaking their kiss, and his head instantly rolled back on the pillow, facing the tv, his fingers digging into Andy's hips Uhhngghhh yessss
Andy: He gave Kris another harder bump this time
Kris: A louder almost surprised moan escaped him, now reaching forwards, digging his fingers into the couch instead to create some resistance, pressing himself tighter against Andy
Andy: He grabbed Kris's hip and gave in, starting to fuck him hard and fast
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Kris: To Andy's surprise he yelped loudly and pulled away, gasping for air Ow ow ow ow ow!!!!
Andy: Kris!??! Did I do something wrong? he looked at him concerned as he raised his upper body to better get a look at the guy
Kris: He groaned soft from pain and frowned lightly as he turned to face Andy I just really wanted to finally try it and-
Andy: Hold on! he frowned a bit worried, yet slightly amused was this your first time… bottoming?
Kris: He nodded shyly and grabbed the blanket, covering his body as he suddenly felt more than awkward yeah…
Andy: But I thought you said you were both top and bo-
Kris: I mean… I guess…. I always really wanted it… but the closest I ever was… was…. a finger and a vibrator… smaller than
Andy: Than me he smiled wide okay… well… I wish I would have known that he chuckled lightly I would definitely have tackled
this a lot differently… I can't just jack hammer you straight up front, Kris… and now you know why he chuckled hoarsely, and stroke Kris's hip below the blanket are you alright?
Kris: He nodded softly Yeah…
Andy: I'm sorry I hurt you he smiled softer now…. are you up for another try, or did I scare you away?
Kris: He nodded lightly I would like to try again….
Andy: He smiled happily great, but this time we take it slow, and make everything a bit more comfortable for you… and another
position too, please… doesn't mean you wont get what you need…. do you trust me?
Andy: Good… that's the best start he sat up with a soft sigh Try to just relax… I'll be right back he stood up, then grabbed the remote, lowering the volume a bit, quickly grabbing a few candles on the table, tempted to light them through his pyrochenetic abilities, but thought there were no reason to tip the poor guy further over the edge, so instead he grabbed a lighter and quickly lit them the old school way.
He walked to a light switch and turned off the light in the room, instead turning on another switch, lighting some neons instead, bathing the room in a collored glow
Kris: He raised himself on his elbows, observing Andy closely, surprised and intrigued by the neons and candles, feeling himself growing hotter, observing Andy walking around, making the room cosier, then disappearing into the bathroom, only to return few second later with some sort of tube in his hands
Andy: he quickly returned to the couch, showing Kris the tube It's numbing lube
Kris: … but I want to feel my first-
Andy: You will he smiled warmly I guarantee you… it just makes it more comfortable… it just takes the top of the stingy feeling.
I swear… I know what I'm talking about Kris… I wasn't kidding when I said sex addict! he chuckled cheekily and opened the tube smells and tastes like Raspberry as a bonus…. so if you don't mind… I'd really like to eat you out
Kris: Temporary blue screen, a bright blush spreading on his whole face, and all he could manage as a reply, was to fall back down on the couch with a soft whimper of anticipation, spreading his legs as much as the tight space on the couch would allow
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Andy: Thank you he grinned and quickly grabbed Kris's pants, slowly dragging them off him, so he laid below him, only wearing Andy's big hoodie. Kris was a good portion shorter than Andy… about 10 cm… slim framed, but not small… and his body was quite nice… surprisingly slightly toned… average dick… very straight…. mild body hair…. he moaned by the sight and licked his mouth, feeling a strong hunger rise. So he quickly squirted some lube in his hands and scooted closer so he sat planted between Kris's legs, then slowly reached out, rubbing his lubed hand down the shaft of Kris's dick, down over his balls, and ever so lightly circled Kris's hole with just his thumb, making sure to only stroke it for now
Kris: Oh fuck! he raised a hand to his mouth, biting the back of it, a soft moan of pleasure escaping him, this time keeping his eyes firmly planted on Andy, following every movement curiously.
Andy: He smiled softly at Kris, now gently massaging his hole, his free hand travelling up Kris's inner thigh, stroking his skin
comforting with his thumb, trying to calm Kris down, make him relax, taking his time to make every movement soft and caring.
Kris: Overwhelmed by so many mixed emotions, his eyes filled with tears again. Here in front of him, the perfect stranger, showing him all this respect, understanding, patience and care, that he never received from anyone else in his life. And in an instant, he felt a strong urge to reach out, so he did, grabbing Andy's hand, squeezing it tight
Andy: He looked at Kris with a soft warm gaze, and squeezed back, understanding that it was overwhelming for Kris, yet mainly in a positive way, so he very slow and gentle proceeded to slip a finger inside Kris, letting his hole rest and adjust for a couple seconds, before Andy gently circled the finger inside him
Kris: He moaned deep and arched his back from pleasure
Andy: He took the chance and quickly grabbed a pillow, scooting it under Kris's ass, to lift it a bit, granting himself more access, at the same time as it would support Kris and hopefully make him lay more comfortable, and by that enjoy the experience more. He waited just a tiny moment for Kris's body to adjust to the new position, then he twirled his finger a couple times inside him
Kris: His moan was louder this time, surrendering, there were no doubt he liked it and wanted more
Andy: He grinned satisfied and nodded lightly Yeah? …. want me to take it up a nudge?
Kris: He nodded eagerly, his breath getting heavier, steamy, faster, heated panting escaping him
Andy: He grinned again and leaned in, planting a long lick up his balls and further up the shaft of his boner, fluttering his tongue lightly as he reached the very tip of Kris's dick
Kris: Oh fuck!!! he sighed a big load of steamy breath out, momentarily closing his eyes to feel the sweet sensations of pure pleasure streaming through his body. Then opened them again, as he felt Andy's mouth lock around his dick NNghhhh fuck! Oh gawd!!! he stared at Andy with partially open mouth, unable to close it again, as he felt like having an almost out of body experience, unable to think or speak
Andy: He slowly let half of Kris's dick slip inside his mouth gently massaging the shaft with his tongue, making sure to really give his all. Slowly starting to bob his head up and down, his finger flicking lightly inside Kris, once in a while reaching extra sensitive spots, poking them teasingly
Kris: By now it was hard for him to lay down, his body kept wanting to jerk him up in a sitting position. He had never felt something like this! And he wondered if he ever had a blowjob at all?! Sure sex had been good in his past, but not even half of what he was experiencing right now, and this was "only" foreplay!!!
Andy: He moaned deep and alluring around Kris's dick, well knowing the buzzy vibrations of his voice, would create a strong sensation for Kris, more than satisfied as Kris immediately came with a loud surprised moan
Kris: Sorry I! He half sat up in the couch, panting steamy air out between his slightly parted lips I didn't mean to
Andy: He swallowed the warm cum, only getting more turned on, then slowly let Kris's dick glide out his mouth, so he could answer. He smirked cheekily Don't ever apologize for cumming in my mouth he chuckled hoarsely… in fact… always cum in my mouth,
I can literally never get enough cum… ever…not even joking!
Kris: He gasped a bit of extra steamy air out, feeling an arousal he had never felt before, so turned on by Andy's words, so needy for more of what Andy was providing! Wanting to spread his legs more, wanting Andy inside him, wanting to literally just get filled up and stuffed to the breaking point. He wiggled his butt impatiently Please!! I'm ready!!!
Andy: Not yet sugar cube he chuckled lightly No need to repeat what happened earlier!
Kris: He whimpered impatiently and let himself fall back down on the couch
Andy: He chuckled amused and grabbed the lube, squirting a good amount on Kris's hole, then dragged his finger out of him. He gently massaged the hole a couple times, then slowly pushed back not one, but two fingers this time
Kris: Mmmhhhhh he arched his back again, digging his fingers into the couch Yesssss!!!
Andy: He smirked satisfied and leaned in, fluttering his tongue over Kris's hole, slowly twirling the to fingers inside him
Kris: NNNGHHHHHHH!!! Oh gawd yes!!!! Yes!!!! he impatiently pressed his butt tighter against Andy's hand, a desperate attempt to force the two fingers to reach deeper inside him, but with no luck, they were already as deep as they could go
Andy: Hey hey… patience he chuckled hoarsely
Kris: I can't! he let out a large amount of steamy air, feeling his whole body burn and buzz, begging for Andy to take him!
Andy: Just a bit more, please! I promise it's worth it… he slowly dragged the fingers half out of Kris, then paused his movements, a few seconds later, slowly spreading the two fingers like a scissor, slowly stretching Kris's hole wide open Damnnn he licked his lips hungry and sat up in the couch, studying Kris's hole with hungry eyes, his own dick twitching from anticipation, sending a string of precum down his shaft
Kris: He stretched his arm as much as possible, barely able to reach as he locked his hand around Andy's dick and stroke it firmly
I want you he whispered in a steamy voice
Andy: I want you too… gawd I want you!!!
I could have fucked you right there on the snow pile!!!
Kris: He let out another large amount of steamy air and once again pressed his butt against Andy's fingers Please he whimpered
I can't take any more!
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Kris: No he shook his head as tears started rolling down his temples I can't take any more Andy, I'm desperate!
Andy: Hey… it will feel much better if we just-
Kris: Andy I can't! He looked at Andy with flickering eyes as he slowly started pulling away It's too much! I can't wait, I… you have to…. I feel like I'm gonna fucking throw up!
Andy: He frowned softly Maybe it's best if we don't do it then?
Kris: He gasped sharply for air as a panic attack took over, and he started hyperventilating Please just fuck me! Please! Fucking
finish me, please! I can't take it any more! I can't take it!!!
Andy: Somehow seeing Kris like this, triggered certain aspects of himself, cause Andy had definitely been in this exact and all too familiar position many times before. Hey…. ssshh try to breathe slow, you're having a panic attack he spoke in a soft tone and let his fingers slip out of Kris, gently stroking his inner thigh
Kris: He looked at Andy with horrified eyes, full on panic kicking in, repeatedly gasping for air
Andy: Hey… look at me, please he quickly laid down next to Kris, stroking his hair soothingly
What's going on right now? I mean I can guess… but then it's based on my own experiences, and although we seem to have quite
the similarities, I'm sure we're also different in many ways, so please… rather than assuming what's wrong and how to fix it,
please tell me what's going on with you and how we fix it.
Kris: I don't want to die!!!
Andy: You're not going to die, I promise, you'll be fine he smiled softly do you always feel like that when you get anxious or have a panic attack?
Kris: Yes!! He gasped for air I feel like I'm gonna pass out and lose control and then die!!!
Andy: No he shook his head lightly you wont die, trust me… but you might actually pass out if you don't slow down your breathing… that's actually a fact.
So try to take a slow deep breath!
Kris: I can't! I can't breathe!!!
Andy: You can and you are… a lot… and fast.. you need to slow down, Kris.
I get that this whole experience is a lot… so how do we fix it? What do you need?
Kris: I need it to just happen!
Andy: Okay… but I'm worried you might change your mind later, and regret it? Would it be better if we wait for another time, when we know each other a bit better and things aren't so sudden and emotional charged?
Kris: He shook his head fiercely Please don't push me away! I can't take it! please!!!
Andy: Hey he smiled soft and grabbed Kris's hand I am by no means pushing you away… but this is very intense, and trust me, I am by no means judging you, I have moments where I'm a fucking train wreck too… but I worry if you are overstimulated to a point where you just need satisfaction and then everything will calm down automatically, or if you are so overstimulated that if I give you what you think you need, things will completely explode.
He sighed softly I don't know you, so I can't make a qualified guess here, Kris.
I'd love to simply fuck you, but I don't want your first time to end up being something you regret.
Kris: Then please please fucking help me!
Andy:…. he nodded softly Okay… I will… if you can please take a couple deep slow breaths for me….
Kris: I can't Andy! His sobbing completely exploded now, pressing his face against Andy's chest as he cried his eyes out, digging his fingers into Andy's shirt, as if he was trying to crawl into him and disappear
Andy: Shit he quickly wrapped his arms around Kris, holding him tight
Kris: Just help me! Please just help me! I'm desperate!!! I'm so fucking exhausted, and so fucking close, and you're so fucking nice,
and everything feels like a fucking dream!!!
I'm so close to relief all the time and then you don't allow me to-
Andy: Ahhhhhhhhhh!!! It all made sense… Kris was starved from pleasant physical contact…. not to mention starved from sleep, and now it all exploded into an emotional frustration from not being able to get the relief his body would need after longing and after not even being able to find relief in form of sleep! He took a chance and reached for Kris's cheek, stroking his wet skin gently Hey… it's gonna be alright… I promise.
He slowly rolled on top of Kris, planting a soft kiss on his lips Try to relax, and try to tell me if it's too much or too little, okay?
I really want to help you, okay? So let's try to work together, please? Otherwise it will turn even more sour in the end…
Kris: He looked at Andy with flickering eyes but nodded soft and confirming Just please finish me…
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Andy: He nodded lightly and grabbed his own dick, stroking it a couple times till it was fully hard again, then gently pressed it against Kris's still slippery hole, more carefully gliding it inside this time
Kris: He let a relieved moan slip and nodded softly, wrapping his arms around Andy's neck
Andy: A soft moan slipped his lips as he leaned down, kissing Kris gently Is it okay if I kiss you? he spoke soft against Kris's lips
Kris: Yes he whispered softly I want it all.
Andy: He chuckled lightly against Kris's lips and leaned into a much deeper, more passionate kiss, yet keeping it on a slower more gentle side, not wanting things to heat up too quick again
Kris: He moaned soft in Andy's mouth, eagerly greeting his tongue with his own, trembling slightly beneath him
Andy: A soft moan slipping him, as he slowly started moving inside Kris. Not too deep yet, keeping it soft and simple for now, making sure this time Kris would get used to the impact, before he'd let go of control.
