BETRAYED!! A hard feeling to paint, a hard flask to rise to one’s lips. Repeated over and over still only leads to the same things. You try justifying it, you try rationalizing it, you try looking at it from the other persons shoes all the time trying to whip the shit off of of them. It gets in your hands, it gets on your clothes next thing you know you are covered in it, lies, deceit, usury, trickery. Webs of things you can’t even pronounce. You shower trying to remove some of the shit hoping to see some glimpse of who you once were and what you used to be only to open your eyes and see clean shit still remaining from your journey before. And then you wonder if your journey to the other side wasn’t to the other side but through the looking glass and I never stopped remembering that stupid saying… something about birds of a feather.
Known Author written sometime around 1991
