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happy birthday to my favourite garbage man :") π
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βοΈthrough the yearsπ
happy birthday to my favourite garbage man :") π
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I love Richie Trashmouth Tozier as much as the next guy, but Eddie takes the title of funniest line delivery for me in this scene
CAN'T YOU COME BACK???
You don't realize what you have until it's gone.
I didn't realize back then. I thought I had all the time in the world to tell you. Every waking moment I spent agonizing over how I would do it. I carved our initials into the bridge assuming that one day I'd get to show you. I spent so many sleepless nights trying to convince myself to tell you, to convince myself that it was a good idea.
When we met again as adults, you reminded me of how much I loved you. Your smile, the annoyed look on your face when I'd make annoying ass jokes, your voice, but most importantly, your laugh. I could listen to that laugh for hours at a time. It made me feel like, despite all of the absolute hell we were dealing with, it made me feel like I was safe.
I lost you that night. I lost you that night, and I will never forgive myself. I could have done something. I don't know what, but I know I could have. If I had just believed a bit harder. If I had attacked a bit better. If I had been a bit stronger. You would still be here with me. I was going to tell you how I felt as soon as we left. But I never got the chance.
I know it's beyond late. I know I've missed my chance. It hurts every time I think about it, and I promise you, it's almost all I think about these days. But I'm going to say what I should have said so many fucking years ago. What I should have said the very first day.
I love you, Eddie. And I always will.
What should we do with Young Richie Tozier (IT movies)?
Hug
Pat on the head
Adopt
Kill
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They got me
Babies first it art
I drew Eddie aswell but I havenβt gotten his face right yet
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like, listen. i know this sounds dumb cause it's literally just a character from a show but ive been having such a fucking hard time this year, i have struggled with so many things and i've lost so fucking much. this year's been hell to me and izzy was the only thing that had truly helped me through all of this. this has been the first time this year i was truly happy, excited and giddy about something. ive been struggling to find something that would cheer me up and help me as he did. being able to see him again, see him being portrayed the way i always knew him to be and to see him fit it, find love with the crew and loving them in return, seeing how well he was getting along with stede, the way i knew they would get along if he wasn't struggling so much.. i was so happy, you know? these past few weeks were the only time the whole year i could take my mind off of my own problems. the only time i could breathe a little bit and i was so thankful to be able to have him like this. he meant so fucking much to me. being able to see him get the happiness he deserved after being abused and tortured- after finally saying no to ed, after trying to kill himself when so many times throughout this past year i've been pondering on how much easier things would be for everyone, myself included, if i just wasn't here. it meant something to me, you know? it really did. all of this is just fucking unfair and dumb. everything about this is so fucking bad. i truly thought that david or whatever the fuck, saw izzy as i saw him. as someone who needed the love after being fucked over his whole life. someone who deserved happiness and kindness and being treated with love and affection after years of thinking he didn't. i do see myself in izzy on so many aspects. i've been there so many fucking times. i have been izzy and i have done things as he did and i have suffered its consequences. and i came a long way from that, although i still struggle with it. but i found love and happiness and kindness and i changed so much because of that. and i thought they could offer that to him too. that they could see him for who he is. a man who tries. a man who is stubborn, sure, but smart and so fucking good. someone who struggles with change, who tries to lock his feelings up and just deal with hell with a brave face, even if it kills him every day a little more, but someone who cares. someone who loves. someone who wants to be loved in return. even if he doesn't know how to go about it. and someone who despite all of this, deserved to be fucking happy. i really thought he meant something to them, as he means so much to so many people. this was really my last fucking straw. a good reminder that no, i do not get to feel joy, not even a tiny one, not even if through a character that i love. something as simple as that that touched me in such a beautiful way that for the first time this year, made me feel hopeful and safe and truly happy. but i guess, that's it, everyone else was right. i was on the wrong side of things. you win. good for you.