Hi, bit of a ramble but here goes nothing...
I've been feeling sort of detached from the concept of gender for a while. I am AFAB and still feel inclined to say I'm a girl, but beyond my physicality and style of dressing I don't feel any sort of connection to being a girl. I recently started going by she/they pronouns but I feel as though I have no right to use any sort of gender-neutral way to refer to myself because of how I look and how people see me :(
I honestly wish I could exist independently from my gender if that's even a thing.
(Idk if you're taking anons but if so ig I'd be 🪼 anon)
This is internalized transphobia.
You're allowed to be gender apathetic, or transgenderless, or any other number of things. You're not doing anything wrong by existing as yourself.







