#tobias

Jaron: Yes, but you forget that satisfaction brought it back. So yes, Fink, go find out if that thing can catch fire! 

Tobias: You're a bad influence. 

-also lana

HELLO AGAIN LANAAA

I'm going to do Toby for the ones you suggested 😛

👹🗡️Tobias🗡️👹

21) Why do they get up in the morning?

He gets up for the sake of An. It really is that simple. She is the only reason that he is alive and if she wasn't there on the day he almost ended his own life, he simply wouldn't be here. Tav is the only other person that he puts in the same level as An since he thinks of Tav as the little sister he never got to have. His actual sister is a total psychopath sadly. Stratos has a bit more layers to it since his feelings towards him are complicated.. 👀

35) How do they treat the things their friends come to them excited about? Are they supportive?

Toby always tries to be supportive of his friends and their achievements (except for when their fucking shit up 🙄). He always loves to listen and appreciate what they do. Even if he isn't as excited about the specific topic, he will always want to hear from his friends.

37) Do they have a system for remembering names, long lists of numbers, things that need to go in a certain order (like anagrams, putting things to melodies, etc)?

If he can, he will write things down, but overall he has a good memory. Toby's memory makes up for An's lack of memory. He remembers things that no one will even bother to remember. You think he's not paying attention? Her already knows. You think he isn't watching? He has been there the whole time. This is one of the things that scares me the most..

C) Did you have trouble figuring out where they fit in their own story?

the end of the month is coming up, and toby just had his rabies shot and an exam and some new meds, and i don't think they're covered by his insurance. i just filled out a test for a potential employer today, and i have an interview tomorrow for a different employer but tbh it looks pretty sketchy-- it might be one of those commission based things, we'll find out. i'm trying as hard as i can and the only reason i'm making it is because of y'all's generosity. it means the world to me. and to these guys.

‹ 𓂃◖🪓 ˖ ݁ ˓NAME⌇ ₊˚๑ ゛Tobias

‹ 𓂃◖🪓 ˖ ݁ ˓NICKNAMES⌇ ₊˚๑ ゛Toby

‹ 𓂃◖🪓 ˖ ݁ ˓AGE⌇ ₊˚๑ ゛22, bodily and as an alter

‹ 𓂃◖🪓 ˖ ݁ ˓PRONOUNS⌇ ₊˚๑ ゛he/they/it/proxy/chop/rat

‹ 𓂃◖🪓 ˖ ݁ ˓GENDER⌇ ₊˚๑ ゛demiboy

‹ 𓂃◖🪓 ˖ ݁ ˓ORIENT⌇ ₊˚๑ ゛gay, the way I experience attraction is affected by my mental illness, and I'm objectum for weapons

‹ 𓂃◖🪓 ˖ ݁ ˓ABOUT ME⌇ ₊˚๑ ゛

I'm in a system, and hold a lot of things that the others don't deal with, mostly around obsession. I do actively try to improve myself and not get stuck in unhealthy cycles, but it's still good to have an outlet like this blog. I am dating three people in our partner system, but you'll probably hear about one guy in particular very often here since he doesn't front and we just mutually obsess over each other, and so posting to this blog and knowing he sees it is a way we can be closer. I identify very heavily with Malinois dogs, I frequently will refer to myself with canine terms, I am a dog on a very deep level.

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キ ˖𓂃 ִֶָ ๋ ꒰ BYI₊✧ ୧⌒𓄹

⊂🦴┈⟢ Don't flirt with me seriously.

⊂┈⟢ We can talk about my source but no direct comparisons unless I start making them, and do not call me by the nickname from my source. Just call me Toby or Tobias!

⊂🦴┈⟢ I often will get carried away when speaking with new people, too intense or obsessive at first. I'm compelled to self-sabotage most of the interactions I have without realizing it and agree to things I am not comfortable with and try to "match the energy" no matter what, even to the point where it's too much for the other person, so I carefully manage any interactions I have for my own health. I am working on this, but for both of our comfort is it best that I disclose this

キ ˖𓂃 ִֶָ ๋ ꒰ DNF₊✧ ୧⌒𓄹

⊂┈⟢ If you are under 18, I reblog and post things with both sexual and dark themes. Even though that's not all that I post, this blog is an adult space and I only want adults keeping up with it.

⊂🦴┈⟢ If you actively shame those who are unwell in any way, either for trying to recover OR for not being perfect.

⊂┈⟢ If you find my blog triggering. I don't want to add to your pain.

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キ ˖𓂃 ִֶָ ๋ ꒰ LIKES₊✧ ୧⌒𓄹

꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚

📹MALINOIS⌇ ₊˚๑ ゛

📹RATS⌇ ₊˚๑ ゛

📹MY BOYFRIENDS⌇ ₊˚๑ ゛

📹WEAPONS⌇ ₊˚๑ ゛

📹CHILLY EVENING WALKS⌇ ₊˚๑ ゛

📹VISUAL NOVELS⌇ ₊˚๑ ゛

📹BEING GOOD AND WANTED⌇ ₊˚๑ ゛

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ⓘ The tags I use are mostly self explanatory, but #𐂯 𓏼 speak! ◞ is for my original posts and #tobias is for posts about my source that I really like or identify with !!

ⓘ The borders and some of the stamps I use were kindly made by @/divineasteria !!