#toa commodus

The younger brother of a friend of mine is 18. That's a baby!! T-T

Sure, that's no excuse for being violent to the point he already was then, but 18 is not unredeemable, set in stone evil. If he was brought to court in pretty much any western country, that would be a youth court!

If a god had told me at 18 that I was infailable and would do great in anything I touch, I would have become a huge fleabag of a person for sure.

This is my biggest hot take yet, because everyone seems to unilaterally agree upon how to interpret this

Namely that Apollo was sub and/or bottom with Commodus.

Alas, I say that's cap. They both switched is my truth. Apollo is way too much of a smug and self-obsessed tease to not at least sometimes pummel someone as grandiose as Commodus and Commodus has issues that scream sub. And praise kink.

Apollo and Commodus both of them switch. Sub/Dom and Top/Bottom. And had Commodus insisted in plain text that he wasn't, to that I'd say

However, it is german and therefore, I have taken it upon myself to translate the most ship-relevant parts. Sadly a lot of the great word usage gets lost in translation.

Hook 1&2

So I'll run as fast as I can, to the end of the world Because I'm scared you'll say something stupid, that I won't like Should you find me, I don't wanna hear anything Just one stupid sentence would ruin everything Then I wouldn't be in love with you anymore Then I wouldn't be in love anymore

Hook 3 (&repitition)

So I'll run as fast as I can, to the end of the world Because I'm scared I'll say something stupid, that you won't like Should you find me, I don't wanna say anything Just one stupid sentence would chase you away (in the repitition: Just one stupid sentence and you would hit me) Then you wouldn't be in love with me anymore Then you wouldn't be in love anymore

Part from line 2

You're so smart, you're citing Oscar Wilde But I'm not listening, I'm imagining you in a wedding gown When I start listening again, you're rambling And that's the moment my doubts start to grow

and this one too

Philosophical talks about everything and nothing Topics I'll never understand You're superior You genius! You humble my ego And everyone knows that you're smart and I'm dumb That's why I'm standing here and can't open up

There is a line about getting shot by Armor and one about the other being the only beautiful person in a crowd. There is general themes of being lovestruck to the point of wanting to marry immediately while experiencing whacky hijinx together. There is this whole point of love at first sight paired with intense attachment anxiety, inferiority complex and fear of abandonment.

It is PEAK!