You will never read this post and that’s probably for the best. But I felt compelled to write it. Because feelings and it would have been our 6 year anniversary a few days ago. So yeah, here’s this.
I know you don’t believe me but I did love you. I’m not sure if I was in love with you but I did love you and care for you deeply. We were all wrong for each other, obviously, and doomed from the start. But the love was real.
I just found out today that you got a divorce. I’m so sorry that you had to go through that. I want you to find your happiness, whatever that looks like. I hope it’s your new girlfriend but more than anything I hope you find it within yourself.
I would like to believe you want that for me too. If I’m right, you should know I’m getting married in a little over a year. Yes, it’s to Mike. Turns out he was worth the risk. It’s not perfect as no relationship ever is but it’s lovely. I’m happy and my life is going places that I am happy about.
My sincere hope is that you can look back one day on what we shared with fondness and not anger or pain. I know we will never be friends and honestly I wouldn’t want to be. But I hope that you don’t have to spend the rest of your life seeing me as the enemy and this horrible person. That’s not how I see you. We were both just people who fell in love and then fell apart.
Good luck to your future. You have so much potential ahead of you. You have always been so smart, charismatic, charming, and beautiful. Life hasn’t always been kind to you but you deserve happiness. I wish you all the best.
The girl who used to love you