My home life was never really the best. I have two sisters and my mom and dad, but…my mom and dad haven’t been the best example of good. It took me a lot of courage to realize that they were the reason I was never really happy with them. Their behaviors toward me have been pretty ableist and emotionally abusive. Saying I grew out of autism and that I don’t have it anymore, being unsupportive of my dream to be an actress and saying I’m not pretty enough to be an actress, harmful comments on my appearance, and overall just not understanding that I am neurodivergent and it feels like they’re trying to normalize me. All of this is mostly my dad, but my mom usually just agrees with him without hesitation and usually plays victim when we are in an argument. My dad has never been physical too often, but sometimes he has and the last time he was, it caused me to have quite a bit of anxiety and trauma from it

Despite being an adult, I’m still held back on my own decisions such as choosing what I want to do with my future (was forced to go to college for a major I never wanted) and having to use their credit card instead of getting my own and making my own online purchases

As of a couple months ago, I have been working on trying to leave this household and be independent, but things have just been extremely tough. I have been working on plans to create an ACGGoods store and a GoFundMe to get funds so I can leave my household, but I haven’t been able to get it since I have no money to get my own credit card and am not allowed to put debit cards online. I’ve been endlessly doing a job hunt for the past two months, but I haven’t been lucky. I’ve applied for 28 jobs and have received 5 rejections whilst the rest have been ghosting me or are too recent to be replied to. I wanted to ask people who either have a digital card, an ACGGoods store, a GoFundMe, or any of the above to help me out and how I will be able to do all of this independently secret as my father has control over my current phone and can take it away at any time meaning if I am caught with these financial decisions or am caught sharing this post, I will never be allowed to touch a technological device ever again which will result in my dream of being an actress crushed and needing to suffer enormous college debt as he said he will take my laptop away and tell me I need to find a new way to do my homework despite majority of my college work being online and I am paying for the remaining years of my college

I would love to have reblogs on, but one day I might regret making this, so I’m keeping reblogs off

If you want to support me, just keep engaging with the stuff I create. I’m not asking for money or anything. If you want to support me during this dark time, just continue engaging in things I create

And again, if anyone has any financial advice, please let me know because I want to know how to get out of here as soon as possible

Thank you. I love you all /p 💚🖤❤️

Two years ago today, I created my official Discord server. It was public for a good half a year until some people came in and started a big raid that affected many people in there, so I privated the server.

A year and a half later, I decided to reopen my server for new people to join! For those who were in previously, it has a whole new look and is now guaranteed to be protected from any events that may occur.

Come talk with many other TLG88 members in the community, share some things about yourself, get access to TLG88 emojis like the ones featured on the photo, get notified when I upload things like videos and art, and even get BEHIND THE SCENES CONTENT OF MY VIDEOS

Join the Official TLG88 Server now!

My busiest days are Monday and Wednesday whilst Tuesday, Thursday, and Friday are mostly chill

Also I have some very amazing news

This college semester, I am OFFICIALLY TAKING AN ACTING CLASS and I’m EXTREMELY EXCITED to be taking it!

So sorry if this is a rude thing to ask, I'm new to Tumblr and social media in general!! Thank you for your time and I hope you have a good day! /gen lh

Hello!!

I really hate talking about these issues because they’re genuinely very anxiety inducing to talk about, but I’d be happy to explain it

The callout document on me is a handful to explain. I will admit that some of the stuff on there is true and most of it was stuff from all from 2021-2022 when I was in my very obsessive self-shipping SMG3 phase. I was a major jerk to SMG34 fans who hated my yumeship and that was because I was a misunderstood 14 year old girl who was obsessed with SMG3 too much and I regret the things I did to those fans. Whilst some of the stuff on there is true, some of it isn’t, but there is no way of proving it and I’m not gonna sit here all day and say what’s true and what’s not because there’s no point

I know there are also rumors of me being a p3d0 as well and that is not true. This is the one thing I’m going to set straight: I was 16 years old and didn’t know the proper definition to a specific word and ended up using that in a sentence to somebody a few years younger than me and I genuinely thought the word meant something else, but nobody believed it and that’s on them. I even messaged the person I hurt, apologizing, and they forgave me

And people have been saying I never apologized for this, but I did and I apologized about a year and a half ago. Here’s the proof

Performances of 2025

—Credits—

Clips for female voiceovers belong to SMG4

Chrisomatic belongs to Chrisomatic

SMG4 Meme Mayhem belongs to SMX5

NICKRICK Games belongs to NICKRICK Games

Aurora’s Adventures belongs to Ali L.

GunShow Girlz AU comics belong to @runrabit-3timesdacringe or @gunshowgirlz-au