Walaniās fear is responsibility.Okay maybe not per se but I have been brooding on this one for a while now.Ā At first I was thinking of something surrounding being alone entirely but that would be a very weird thing to say considering she has been alone most of the time and none of that ever seemed to bother her. Even when she does finally cut to social interaction and perhaps even establishing friendships she still doesnāt mind the times spend by herself. Even those people leave I suppose she kind of sees it the way life is, she is used to it. Itās not a fear.Ā What I do think would mess her up at least a little bit is actually taking action. Working on actually accomplishing something but never getting there. Doing something but never doing enough. On her own, I donāt think Walani minds a lot, but around other people I think there might be some more complicated emotions. She is lazy, she never feels like doing a lot. Thatās how she is and she knows that. But it sucks seeing people work so hard but never having the motivation to participate. Even when she does she probably just isnāt good at it, she forgets things, she doesnāt always have the willpower, things that donāt bother her but that can really screw over the people surrounding her. Itād make her feel incredibly guilty so itās better not to do anything at all.I canāt describe this well because I think Walaniās fear are way more complicated than justĀ āwell sheās afraid of being aloneā orĀ āitās spiders, trust me.ā She has a lot more going on her mind than she realizes.
