Aug 7
ive identified a pattern
#tia posts#making contingencies for things that have never happened to anyone ever...........#checking to make sure my sleeping cat is still breathing at least once a day..........#deciding that any expressions of like. free will or personality and such. are Breaking The Rules.........#continually deciding again that im taking the wrong approach to my education in every aspect#chose the wrong major. does hw wrong. handles tuition wrong#i think. what is actually wrong. is the chemical balance in my brain#bro i did some international traveling for school#and on like every drive home from school leading up to the departure date i was like 'what if i got in a car crash and died#so i didnt have to worry about travel. for this really cool opportunity i signed up for. bc ill do it wrong'#and then i went and had a wonderful time and learned a lot and had so much fun#and then i came back and started going 'oh but i did it wrong i failed it'#ok!#anyway thats enough of that. im gonna go make lunch and it will likely involve a delicious peach so
