#threemonthchallenge

BA BAM!!!! ✳✳✳✳✳ #weightloss #THREEMONTHCHALLENGE #love #bodywraps #loveyourbody

Did a thing I’m proud off, on April 2nd I began a challenge to get myself, mind and my body back together. I had many insecurities about my self image and had lost myself at this point in my life, so much that I could not take a picture on that first day of my 3 month challenge from the hatred I had in myself. I waited two weeks until I was fully determined this had to be finished. I battled with myself on a daily basis to continue and my demons would sometimes win. I would go to the gym until everything hurt too much or cause myself Injuries from over lifting. I drank nightly alone to help or smoked cigarettes to ease my mind or pain. I continue having these bad habits but at moderation now, not drinking (or trying) to drink until I black out to help with the sleep. I take care of myself and put myself first for my own health and future. I did this, and I’m proud. I believe I have some mental health issues that I am trying to figure out myself as much as possible, maybe it’s a phase or not but these demons won’t win. There is still so much more I’m going to accomplish after this and have no doubt that nothing will stop me now. I gained most of my self confidence back and it’s just me against the world now to stop me. I did a thing momma! #fitnessmotivation #threemonthchallenge #gains #mentalhealth (at Eastvale, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bzo6A2cgC2Z/?igshid=1rrb9vvsb67cf