due to popular demand (?? For some reason), here are my thoughts/things i have noticed or realized while rereading ntn for the first time.
Important noteāthis is my first time listening to the audiobook.
Other important noteā i am rereading the series backwards, bc my library is a bitch with holds. Soo some things may be hazy as gideon and harrow werent recently read. Feel free to correct me if i remember wrong!
Uhh spoilers for ntn and the entire locked tomb series, of course
ALSO this isnt meant to be coherent in the slightest lol just a stream of thought throughout my reread
1. Alecto is a resurrection beast.
now this is probably obvious to most but during my first read of ntn i was still thinking of alecto as johns cavalier, on a similar level to the rest of the lyctors. But no, shes a RESURRECTION BEAST. The reason why Nona feels lighter/calmer in the light of Varun the eater and how she speaks and thinks of him fondly, like a brother. SHES THE LITERAL RESURRECTION OF A DEAD PLANET HOW DID I NOT NOTICE; the anger/relation makes so much sense and it just fries my brain in the best way im so curious about the other resurrection beasts now; knowing that these are the souls of the original planets of the solar system (???) insane thats her sibling. āVarunā is the name of a Hindi god of oceans if i remember correctly, so Iām thinking heās possibly Neptune? (HE EVEN CALLS HER āTHE GREEN ONEā AS IN EARTH OH MY GOSH)
2. they probably wont kill jod
First read of the series i was pumped for alectoās awakening like āhell yeah time to kill jodā but my reread has me thinking more. That seems like such an easy out for the series. It doesnt seem like something that would actually happen, personally.
I think john might kill himself. Mostly it makes sense to me that heāll die in alecto, but i cant see alecto killing him in a way that makes sense for the series. Nor could i see anyone else doing so. (although. I wouldnt hate being wrong. Or having harrow kill him thatd be gas)
So presuming that he dies, and that no one kills him- thereās only one major answer, right? Plus, if we go the sympathetic john route, we can have his death mirror gideonās in the sense of giving back to the people and world (that he hurt in this case). Ofc im not particularly sympathetic of john so im not sure. Or we could even have him doing the lyctor route of the cav dying for the necro (that they didnt need to do technically). . But HE dies for alecto instead to heal the earth?? Idk its late here i cant think
but also if they cut his head and presented it id also be happy. (you can even have your biblical reference tazmuir!! John the baptist!!)
crux just pissed me off yeah honestly i just want to complain about the scene in chap 31 i think āi am the only one who knows how to die for the reverend daughter harrowhark nonagesmisā BITCH?? After gideon LITERALLY DIED FOR HER ALREADY?? but also muir is so careful with her wording i just gotta think āknows how to dieā is such a peculiar way of saying that. Not āi am the only one who will die for; willing to die for;ā but āknows how to dieā. Thats so curious to me. And ofc with the whole line of death being blurry, esp with gideon. . maybe he means death in the true sense of the word. Ome you cant come back from. Does crux know something we donāt? Idk im insane
I could talk about Kiriona for ages holy. The saddest girl in the universe i need to hug her desperately.
I have so many thoughts about her I donāt even know where to begin. (and majority of itās not even the part thats so fucking confused on how shes alive but not)
First thought is how Jod immediately renamed her. āKiriona Gaiaā. I remember hearing somewhere that āKirionaā is Maori for Gideon? (someone correct me if Im wrong) and of course Gaia/Gaius, the whole shabam. But of course he wanted to change her name. Gideon. The name of one of his closest friends. The name he gave to him. A man who helped betray him; who got killed multiple times because of him. And then Nav. Multiple times in gtn Gideon refers to Nav as āa niner nameā.
In the beginning of htn, Jod strips both Ianthe and Harrow of their former titles. Theyāre now āthe firstā. Commanded not to reach out to or have loyalty to their former houses. Not to visit. So of course heād do the same with Gideon. Sheās Kiriona the first, now. Nothing to do with the ninth. Not in name, not in origin. After sheād accepted herself, in death, as a niner.
now thats enough to get me crying, (and theres so much more abt her that i have to unscramble) but particularly I also want to mention Kiriona/Gideon killing Crux.
that scene made me so emotional you dont even know.
I dont know, its so child killing their abuser and wondering why they feel worse about it. Why? They were horrible. They hated them. They hate them. So why? Why does this fix nothing? Why does the hate still linger? Why doesnāt their death mean the end of it?
(not to even mention her whole complicated relationship with ianthe im still puzzling over)
5. I am still so immensley curious on why alecto hates redheads (or, red hair i guess). I still havent figured that one out.
(i have no idea what tamsyn muirs natural hair color is but i always see her with the red hair in her author picture and this makes it funnier to me lmao)
6. Cows exhibit mourning behavior for other cows.
7. Im so curious on how much memory the lyctors retained after the resurrection. John says that their minds were wipes clean, but i cant stop thinking of cassiopeia and nigella, who were married in johnās chapters, and wondering if they knew that. If they remembered being married, each other, if they fell in love again or never again. Did they know at all? Did they look at each other and just know? Or were they like strangers? How much did john allow them to remember? Or was it nothing? Forgetting everything, and everyone they have ever loved? What false memories did he place in their brains? Or were they completely empty? Or just manipulated? I cant remember if this was ever addressed lol.
8. CRISTABEL. FUCKING. OCT.
ive always had a love for characters that are still religious in a super magical/mythological narrative? (real ones remember samirah from magnus chase)
So when weāre introduced to Cristabel as āthe nunā and that immediately catches my attention bc John keeps doing horrifying shit and sheās just there with her holy ghost occasionally giving wise advice.
Then she puts a gun to her head.
And dear god, i cannot stop thinking about what she mustāve been thinking in that moment. Showing John the soul, how to work it. Did she know he would bring her back? Did she think he wouldnāt? Even if she knew John would have the ability to, heād already gone a bit batshit by this point. But still. She was doing her best to help, to show him a way to help everyone.
And that makes me so sad I hope sheās in her heaven.
9. Speaking of I donāt know how much to believe
Now Iām of the party that believes John never outright lies. However. Omitting or twisting the truth is not above him. So take my takes with a grain of salt lol
10. Back on my memory bs - Ulysses and Titania
I donāt know why it took me so long to realize that Ulysses and Titania, the bodies that John is puppeting around in his chapters, are Ulysses and Titania, the sixth saint and his cavalier. Probably because I forgot the saints names ngl.
Iām so curious on how John resurrected them after everything. He didnāt know them; they were part of the experiments he grew attatched to and then carted around. Did he mold them as he saw fit? How much of them was real? Authentic? How much was manipulated by John?
Iām so curious abt Anastasia bc I feel like sheās so insanely prevelent to the story but sheās hardly mentioned at all?? Drop your Anastasia thoughts pls
12. Alecto alecto screaming
The earth screaming. John hearing the earth screaming as she dies, drowning out the souls of the trillionaires leaving her and every other soul alive alecto alecto alecto have you never not been in so much pain?
Forgive me I donāt remember do we know where Alectoās name comes from?? As far as I know, Alecto is the name of a fury from greek mythology. I remember the furies being daughters of Gaia, the earth. Which tracks, but who named her that? Why? (i dont know much else about alecto the fury so if yall know-)
Johnās name for her, A.L., or Annabel Lee, is obviously a reference to the Edgar Allan Poe poem. (to love and be loved by me (i still love you; you said that too), a tomb by the sea, can never dissever my (johnās) soul from the beautiful annabel lee)
Iām also curious on why John named her that. (Or, any of his naming of the others in general. Why did he choose those names?)
And what of āAlectoā?
this is a little sillier lol and was honestly a vibe but im also confused. Alecto kisses harrow in the epilogue, also biting her, and says āis this not how meat loves meat?ā. Raw as hell line, but also Iām curious on what the kiss is about in general. What is the point of this āaffectionā? What does it mean to her, besides, you know, a show?
15. Sit down John you fat motherfucker
John has violated so many different people in so many different ways its so interesting but also makes me so sick. Someone needs to write an essay on john and predetation. The earth itself, and then later alecto- his friends, before lyctorhood, and especially after: and ofc harrow. Iād even shove Gideon and Ianthe in there. Iāll probably write a longer post abt this but just to get down the idea.
16. Pyrrha dve; pyrrha dove who has lost everyone she has ever loved
Maybe itās the way Quirk voices her but Pyrrha has shot up insanely high on my fav character list since this reread. And the scene of her saying goodbye to Camilla and Palamedes before they evolve into Paul just got me thinking. (i also have a lot of thoughts on those two and paul but rn majority of them are ????? still so maybe that'll be another post)
Maybe itās the fact that we start with Campal, Pyrrha, Nona as a happy-ish little family. Obviously all adoring each other. And then we end with Pyrrha. Nonaās gone. Itās just Alecto now. Her kidās gone. She canāt come back.
So are Cam and Pal. Sure, Paulās there, but itās not really the same, is it? Her partners, friends, loversāwhatever the fuck they were, honestlyā are gone, too. Sheās alone.
And if makes me think further. With Wake, and how much she still obviously adores her, decades later. With G1deon, her best friend of millenia, and how she has to look at his face in the mirror every day knowing heās gone. Pyrrha, who loves so fiercely that the people she loves still impact her always. Even after theyāre gone. Idk im getting emotional again
(I so hope she still plays an important role in alecto and maybe ends up as a stepmom figure to gideon?? Idk i think thatd be really cool)
To end off on a lighter note, here are some texts i sent to a friend liveblogging my reaction (that ended after like chap 2 bc i forgot to keep doing it)
- āEveryone was crammed on one of three planets now, and they all agreed that this planet was easily the worst, though this always made Nona feel a little bit offended on the planetās part.ā Shut uppppp i may be reading too much into this but alectoooo
- nonas constant thoughts on how pretty she is really is making me buy into alectostasia i will not lie
- every time nona mentions tits and campal just wordlessly pulls out the notepad i chortle. I just imagine a point system and them drawing a line under āGIDEONā every time
- the way nona and pal talk about cam makes me aghhhhjhh camilla you are so so loved
theres like a million more thoughts i have (both serious and unserious) but these are the ones i could actually put into words lol its a jumbled mess in here rn
Let me know what yall think!!