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I go downstairs and stand in the middle of the living room so while I talk to my parents I can see myself in the mirror behind my mom's seat and then I get yelled at for looking at myself so much good god can a boy be confident
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I go downstairs and stand in the middle of the living room so while I talk to my parents I can see myself in the mirror behind my mom's seat and then I get yelled at for looking at myself so much good god can a boy be confident
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I keep wanting to not bother you, or be more stress for you. But I miss you and I really need you rn, but ulyoir not here. And you wonāt be here. Iām scared of getting better, because Imm so used to being at my worst, but Imm realizing how much ābetterā I am and it scares me. My thighs ache but and yeah, I think abt the blades, but I dont do it. I know not to. But why is it that when I need anyone, absolutely anyone, no one but you can be there for me. And ik ur not perfect and u get busy so sure sometimes you canāt be there for me, but you at least can sometimes. But for once, everyone else isnāt enough. No one else is enough. I feel isolated and screwed and insane for the way I think things. I hate to say that āno one understandsā, but I dont know anyone who thinks about hp lovecraft the way I do, about mysteries, about mythology, and themes. Why am I different? Why do *I* have to be different? Why am I the way I am?
Why am I so sensitive today?.
Why does everything hurt my brain?.
What is wrong with everything I say?.
Why do I feel sensitive today?
Are these emotions getting big?
Is it a grave or truth that I dig?
Am I burying myself beneath the figs?
Why do I feel emotions getting big?
Alternate reality games are just ways to look into our universe with a more open mindset.
The way we look up at the stars and make wishes on the meteors.
The way we blow the fluffy dandelions to make wishes.
The way we blow out little man-made flames on sticks of waxed strings.
The way we bury our memories with our bones, far beneath the dirt.
The way we search the oceans for beautiful colors of coral and fish.
The way we search the sky for our celestial bodies, points of gravity that we cannot fully define other than weight of existance.
The fact that we exist means something.
The fact that we meet the people in our lives, love them, lose them, cherish them, hurt them, and live with them; itās both so meaningful and meaningless. Weāre temporary, and that isnāt our flaw. Our flaw is that we yearn so much to be permanent.
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āYouāre favorite.ā
My favorite color is green
My favorite reptile is a snake
My favorite fish is a manta ray
My favorite mammal is unknown
My favorite birds are owls, ravens, crows and pigeons
My favorite spaces are sandy beaches, foresty mountains, and still forests
My favorite celestial body is the moon
My favorite phenomena of earth is the Aurora Borealis
My favorite hobby is crafting
My favorite activity is singing and dancing
My favorite genre is cosmic or psychological horror
And yetā¦
You knowing pulled out a box cutter, knowing my past, and say that to me. I saw the regret in your eyes when you said it. But I know you said it. I know you knew it. But neither if us said anything. I just kept my arms behind my back and stayed two steps away from thise blade.
But you look back, āwhy do you keep stepling away,ā as if a child would not fear a blade out of its control. Children fear what is not in their control. I guess thats what makes them dangerous, even for themselves huh.
But we all change. Iāve changed. Imm not that person anymore.
Iāll be safe.
My question is: does mother know you gave me this?
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just discover that i have ptsd. That somethingā¦
Do you have a secret?
Yes..
Will you tell me?
Once I find out.
What?
Once I find out.
What does that mean?
It means I havenāt figured it out.
Figured what out?
Our secret.
Why havenāt you?
ā¦ itās abnormal, and a lot of different things.
ā¦???
A lot of different things as one.
Explain.
You know what Iām talking about.
No? I never do because you donāt tell me!
Youāre the one that makes them.
ā¦
ā¦
ā¦ what?
Nevermind.
Wait N-