i feel like i always have at least 2 trains of thought going in my head, like theres never not thinking happening and when those trains intersect like thats when i have ideas
sometimes the ideas fly right by before i can make sense of them, sometimes they linger for an excrutiating amount of time
when i can hold onto an idea, i ask so many questions abt it and that leads my thoughts in even more directions
thinking isnt usually the hard part for me, but knowing which ideas to express and which to keep as inside thoughts can be tragically challenging
bc then im thinking 'well if i express this idea what will happen' and i cant know what will happen until i do it, so mayb i need to be asking questions more like 'how may expressing this idea shape my journey thru the human condition' or 'will expressing this idea help me or someone else learn' or 'what emotions does this idea bring me' to decide if i wanna share the idea or not
i dont wanna call myself an overthinker bc i think thinking can be powerful and good for learning abt the human condition and growing into a person i love
but like sometimes i rlly do wish my thoughts were less chaotic and easier to make sense of bc i'll find myself in a verbal shutdown whenever the thoughts are running too fast to catch one
is this relatable to anyone at all or am i just rambling some nonsense
