Ive had another dog or more specifically puppy theriantype but I've never been able to find out what it is, even with shifts

I finally found out during a phantom shift that turned to a mental one that its a German Shepherd puppy! Which makes sense, because I've always sorta acted like one of them :D

Some pictures of what I look like as of my phantom shift!!:

As much as finding community helped me feel like i belong somewhere this feels like so much. Since i really dont like putting myself in strict labels i just call myself nonhuman but jesus i dont know what i really am? Do i simply like this animal? Do i feel connected to it? Or is it the purest form of myself? I don't know. At the end of the day im just a kid trying to express myself, find who i am. I started out going "omg yes!! I remember imagining how id look as a cat! I knew that if i was an animal thats what I'd be. Ive always melt so intertwined with cats, this makes so much sense." And now we're here. I had such weirdly intense wolf shifts and suddenly this felt even more familiar than feline. Alright, that's okay. We can have more than one!! Its fine. Suddenly i kept strechting, trying to get my wings to stop feeling sore. Now this. I hate how confusing this is. Not feeling "nonhuman enough" most of the time is already not fun. This seems so much more complicated than before. Why? Why the constant "well its been a bit since you experienced species dysphoria!! You're just faking, aren't you? Oh now you remember you're different!! You saw a therian post and suddenly your body doesnt feel like yours? How funny that wasnt the case for a month!" Bleh

Sorry if this doesnt make much sense i just needed to scream into the void

Wolf Metamorph` note N1