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When Iām in pain I get creative.
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Shout out toĀ jacksepticeye for being willing to talk about his illness and why heās been absent from posting videos.Ā
Iāve seen a lot of celebs talking about their physical/mental health to their fans as of late and guys, this is SO important! One of my favorite sayings is thatĀ āYou donāt get migraines until you GET migrainesā and this is so true not just for migraines but for anything health related. Especially these chronic,Ā āinvisibleā illnesses. They take a toll on EVERYTHING and you canāt help but feel guilty and alone in the struggle of it all.
So, just a shout out to people likeĀ jacksepticeye who are willing to sayĀ āHey, this is what is going on with me and this is why I need to take a break for my healthā.Ā
So much kudos and gold stars. So much!Ā
I swear to God, looking up side effects of medication on Google really is like reading thoseĀ āChose your own Adventureā books but everything ends inĀ āDeathā.Ā
Still one of the best quotes Iāve seen regarding the description of a migraine in literature.
"Jesus, I've got the bastard kind," Dick said. "I'm sick." Dick often had headaches of migraine intensity---'the bastard kind.'"Ā
-Ā In Cold Blood byĀ Truman Capote
Someone posted this on Facebook and I couldnāt help but share it here.Ā

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A friend of mine posted this on Facebook and I couldn't stop laughing because it's so true. Had to share it with you all! š¤£
There comes a point in your life when the phrasesĀ āyou're stronger than you give yourself credit forā andĀ āyouāre so strong, donāt give up nowā become almost annoying. Yes, I know the people who utter these phrases mean well but after a while you just get tired of hearing it. I mean, I know that Iām strong but Iām tired of being strong. Iām exhausted trying to fight my way through a normal, functioning adult society as it is but add a chronic illness on top of it all and itās just physically and emotionally depleting.
I head back to work tomorrow for the first time in two months and Iām an emotional wreck. I donāt know if Iām even going to be able to make it out of bed and to the shower without having a complete breakdown. Since my tachycardia event itās like a switch has been triggered in my brain and all of the wiring is off. My panic/fear is at unprecedented levels, so much that Iām not sure Iām going to be able to sustain my job and that includes making it through tomorrows workday. The big question is though, is it worth my mental health? Thatās what Iām struggling with. So many people have lost their jobs and here I am thinking about possibly throwing in the towel with mine but, I canāt find the proper words to explain it. When youāre fighting something constantly you just want a reprieve from it and yes, income is important but at what cost? What good is a paycheck when youāre in a despairing state? These are things I am having a constant back and forth with, and something I feel might very well be decided tomorrow.
God help me.
Also, a big shout out to Josh Gates for taking the time to tweet me and make me feel a little less lonely during my first ever hospital stay. You have no idea how much this warmed my heart. Thank you. ā¤