Hey, I always regretted not reaching out at the time, because what happened to you is terrifying, but I just stumbled upon this new Tumblr of yours today and its good to see you're okay (ish, I'm guessing an ish is helpful here). I had just been easing myself into the d20 fandom and the way you were treated put me off it entirely. I hope you can someday return to the show when it doesn't cause you pain to do so
hey - thank you for the message, and im sorry my experience turned you away from the fandom. im not going to pretend that any support at all wasn't desperately needed at the time, but i also want you to know that it's not your fault for not reaching out, either. supporting victims of harassment is so hard and so fuckin scary. for months and months afterwards i was terrified to talk to my friends still involved in the fandom anywhere off discord for fear that someone would notice and start harassing them for talking with me. im still terrified of it!! i wanted so desperately for anyone to support me but i was so scared to let them.
it's not your fault for putting your own safety first. i don't blame you, and i certainly forgive you. and i hope that if it happens again, you will find a way to provide aid without putting yourself in harms way. <3
