mommy,
heâs drugging
me againâpoking,
squeezing my arm
again. how are you?
are you still dark?
still the phantom
in my heart?
influentialâalways
youâre the pokĂŠ villain
sugarâbittersweet
blasting off with
the speed of night
i wonât surrenderâ
that requires a fight
iâm abra, remember
teleport away
iâm not playing
your gameâi win
with love and light,
i will consume you
slide down
my throat or
be swallowedâha
takes me back to
the times you
fucked me in space
had me chasing
so much, i couldnât
feel my faceâ
what? whatâs the
rabbit? the innocence
i could beâbut
i am a survivor:
alice, sure, thatâs me
âsheâs chasing the
white rabbit,â you
joked to your
friendsâiâve adopted
your references and
run wild with
my imagination
be careful, you should
stop unintentionally
fueling meâa wildfire
wildflower, anchored yet
freeâflowing uni-
multi-versallyâoh!
infinite mind within
a finite creation
the mind is infinite
are you following me?
you unknowingly shed
the light on meâ
the transcendental
path: meditation, bâ
iâm higher than any drug
could ever allow me
in this universe
the human experienceâ
man, i thought
you knew it,
but you are still
not anchored here
in the coreâlight
i just have one
more observation
more sickening than
mostâyou never
liked my friend:
the golden blue
ocean, free
as can be, but you?
you told me
amidst losing my
mindâapparently,
youâre jewishâ
who knew? not me
race does not
matterâcan
you not see?
we have three
eyes, not two
come on, bro
dmtâyou once
mentioned it
to me, do you
not know?
it is spiritâ
the spirit molecule
inside all of humanity
creation itself:
itâs found in leaves
like daises
and other flowers,
your growth depends on
your potâyour mind
open up, expand
or donât and not see
you clearly cannot,
but i canât make youâ
iâm not like that
you deserve free will
mineâyou once took
me, do i not deserve
the right to stabilize?
hate has youâ
youâre so blind
for now, i am higher
stillâbut i hope
to hold your hand
again someday
do i not destroy
you, my enemy,
by deeming you
friend? always
you attack, attack
i rise, rise
i am cosmic sand
open your eyes
it may be painful
to change at first
but it is worth so
much more in the
end, worth so much
more than your
untainted name, worth
so much more
than the four elements
on earth, sugar,
so much more
than your chemical
high, so much more
than your physical sky
so much more, you
can be so much