#thegoldfinch

Some sketches with adult boreo!! Love them sm

YES it's doomed yaoi just like Reddie and Byler

But his character is so much more than that. He's the kind of character you'd grieve over. At least I do.

Let him have a chance to be defined other than just Boreo being doomed. I mean he's lived such a life.

It's okay Boris, from one Boris to another they just don't get you like I do.

In chapter 2 "the anatomy lessen" Theo says he and Audrey devised a Family Disaster Plan which was simply to come back home, and if you can't get home - call.

In vegas with Boris they had the same Family Disaster Plan! They would meet at Theo's house as if it was their mutual home, like the moment after Boris got beaten up by his dad and Theo said "let's go home" meaning his own house. Then in amsterdam their version of disaster plan was again to meet at the place where Theo was staying.

The word "home" is strongly associated with Theo, as if home is wherever Theo is. Audrey was told by her parents to look at the moon when she feels lonely and homesick, and Theo figured it means that home is in your heart, whenever you are, and the moon is there to remind you of it. And Boris is the "moon of faithfulness". Boris is supposed to make Theo feel less lonely and homesick. Feel like he's always home. And Theo is always the rendezvous point in Family Disaster Plan for him and Boris. They are home to each other ☹️

The last chapter, 12, is called "the rendezvous point", and it parallels chapter two: Theo came back from a Disaster, now he is waiting for another person to come back home too. He calls Audrey she's not answering, he can't call Boris cause his phone is dead. In 2 he didn't lose hope till the very last moment, in 12 he gave up. Chose to stop everything, find his way out. Audrey never came back, but Boris DID. And Theo couldn't believe it, he has hard time processing it and he's so broken, his nerves so fried his feelings are a mess he just freezes and doesn't know how to react.

Boris is often paralleled with Theo's dad, the bad side, painful memories. But sometimes he's paralleled with Theo's mom too, precisely in this special moment. It's literally a repetition of the most traumatic event in Theo's life, but this time with a happy ending - the person he loves isn't dead, the police aren't looking for him, the painting is where it's supposed to be.

Also in the second chapter Theo says that to not think about the horrors he witnessed in the museum was like to not think about the purple cow. And then the meeting place for the deal is cafe called Purple cow. God i love the way she writes.

Theo's response to danger is to literally freeze. He can't think, doesn't understand what's happening and what is he supposed to do, only can concentrate on things like some mess on the concrete between his shoes or Boris's bleeding arm. "Your arm"😭 He was so worried about it! He even wrapped the phone charger cable around the arm. It's quite impressive how all he does in his condition in such situations is try to help people around him - like with Welty in the museum.

And Boris picked up his glasses! And wiped them! It's so caring of him.

And then Boris proceeded to literally push and shove Theo in the right direction while talking as if to a child 😭. They are indeed a good team. Theo is a dissociative mess but he does the right thing when it's needed and he takes care of Boris. Boris is alert and assertive and he tolerates Theo's numbness and knows exactly how to handle him. And they trust each other, of course. And they're bound forever :)

𝑯𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒐𝒓 𝑳𝒂𝒔 𝑽𝒆𝒈𝒂𝒔 ?

shoegaze x boreo

“oh, who? like an ex or smth?”

꒰꒰ ♫ ྀི ˚̣̣̣℘ ཀ།† ㅤㅤུ † 𓏼𓏫 ͡꒱ ͏ 𓏼 ̣̣✚ ͝ 𓏼𓏫 ͡꒱͏

𐂯ྀི ♡  :: 𝓘𝓝𝓣𝓡𝓞  𝓟𝓞𝓢𝓣!

Lukas / Dottie, Minor, Polish born in scotland, He/Any, Bigender(Feeling both feminine and masculine), Pan, Poly

I wanna start a fun little blog that talks about how i'm doing it life and other stuff!! I will post stuff like, my art, stuff i'm interested in and many more things! I also wanna make friends of the same interests!!

𝄂𝄚𝅦𝄚 𝄞 𝄂𝄚𝅦𝄚 𝄞 𝄂𝄚𝅦𝄚 𝄞 𝄂𝄚𝅦𝄚 𝄞

𐂯ྀི ♡  :: 𝓘𝓝𝓣𝓔𝓡𝓔𝓢𝓣𝓢

Movies: it, nimona, the goldfinch, brokeback mountain, scream (specifically 1996 ver), american psycho, no country for old men.

Shows/Series: dhmis, voltron, eddsworld, spooky month, the walking dead, metalocalypse, the pitt.

Animes: bsd, death note, jjk.

Musicals/Plays: ride the cyclone, be more chill, hamiltonl, dear evan hansen.

Music artists: mitski, laufey, tyler the creator, type o negative, him, the smiths, jeff buckley, lana del rey, alex g, joost, the cure, "weird a" yankovic.

Games: fnaf, sally face, resident evil, cod, the stanley parable, omori, cof.

Other/Idk cuz it depends: dc, pjo, marvel, creepypasta/slenderverse, alien stage, heathers.

I have more interests but I couldn't remember all of it.

‎₃  𐔌՞꜆.  ̫.꜀՞𐦯   🧁🗝   ѽ ๑͏๑͏ 

𐂯ྀི ♡  :: 𝓜𝓞𝓡𝓔  𝓐𝓑𝓞𝓤𝓣   𝓜𝓔!

I am a yume/selfshipper so I might post stuff and edits on my yumes/self ships. I am Dyslexic so I struggle with noticing spelling mistakes and I am not good at all with grammar even though I was born in a english speaking country. I do come off as awkward when messaging someone sometimes. This blog will also be a Diary so if you see something saying "Entry #1" then that's when you'll know.

I am also a shifter, I LOVE most of my DRs(I still need motivation to finish off half of them). I am still somewhat learning to properly meditate and concentrate in shifting.

(´ ᵕ `˶).. ꒰১(:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:𖢒:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅ )໒꒱՞

𐂯ྀི ♡  :: 𝓢𝓣𝓡𝓐𝓦𝓟𝓐𝓖𝓔

you will see more things on my strawpage and a page on all my yumes!! click on the photos and songs will play(also on the square pfp thing at the home page).

⠀ᛝ (◞ ༎ ◟⑅) ⠀🐾 ͜ ̣̣̥ ͝ །†

𐂯ྀི ♡  :: 𝓣𝓗𝓔  𝓔𝓝𝓓

I really hope to make more friends and talk to you all!!

Trevor Spengler - Ghostbusters Afterlife / Frozen Empire

Mike Wheeler - Stranger Things

Richie Tozier - It Chapter 1 & 2

Boris Pavlikovsky - The Goldfinch