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WARNINGS 18+ MINORS DONT INTERACT âŒïž, strong laungage, threesome, oral sex, penetration, exhibitionism, sunwoo gets possessive, jealous sunwoo, mature language, this is Literally Porn With Plot, Jock!juyeon, boyfriend!sunwoo, nerd!changmin, exhibitionism, voyeurism, vaginal fingering, male masturbation, unprotected sex, a good amount of praise, degradation , angry Juyeon, dom!sunwoo, pet name babydoll is used. Sex in the school library.
SUMMARY Sunwoo doesnât like the way Juyeon flirts with you and he knows you well enough to see the way you look at Changmin when you two are alone. He think itâs about time he made it clear just who you belong to. Perhaps itâs about time the two of you made your relationship public.
MORE, Iâve been thinking about this trio a lot lately ever since more babydoll edits started showing up on my fyp again so, here we go.
You and Sunwoo both shared a mutual agreement that your relationship was to stay secretive. After all it all started with a drunken makeout session at one of Kevin and Jacobs wild parties. The only problem was when Sunwoo agreed to keep things a secret he didnât think it meant watching other guys carelessly flirt with you as if you didnât already have a boyfriend. Obviously he knew what he had been getting himself into with making you his girlfriend, you were one of the most sought out girls on the cheer team, pretty, top of your class and you were nice to everyone, sometimes a little too nice. Usually Sunwoo would be able to compose himself really well, but the events of today would be all he needs to finally snap.
Not only was it spirit week but it just so happened to fall on the week of homecoming. Knowing you were part of the court it already frustrated Sunwoo to know that you would have to walk in with one of those idiots from the team on your arm, but Lee Juyeon asking you to Homecoming in front of the entire school was not something he thought he would be crossing off his list. Juyeon was someone that already annoyed him when it came to you. His endless flirting, his touchy nature or even all those times hearing Juyeon call you âbabydollâ all pissed him off. And right now all he could do was stand there and watch, his tongue poking at the inside of his mouth at how pissed off it had made him. Watching your face as Juyeon approached you with a handful of sunflowers and a sign reading âwill you be my sunshineâ he could tell that you were a little nervous. The only thing he wasnât sure of is if the nerves had been from having been put on the spot in front of an entire crowd, or maybe it was the fact that his eyes had been burning holes into both you and Juyeons head.
âI- Iâm sorry Juyeon, but I canâtâ Sunwoo couldnât help but walk off with a proud grin on his face once the crowd dispersed. Part of Sunwoo did feel guilty because he had known how excited you were for homecoming, but it wasnât like the two of you would be showing up together. It had made him feel so guilty that he decided to shoot you a text to meet with him at your usual spot in the school's old computer room.
âSunwoo?ââ His gaze was torn away from his phone as you entered the room.
âHello babydollâ as he greeted her the slight annoyance in his voice was evident.
âSunny please donât start I didnât know that he would do that, and you clearly saw me tell him no.ââ
âWhat would you have said if I wasnât there?ââ
âWhat?â
âYou heard me sweetheart what would you have told him if I wasnât standing there watching the whole thing?ââ
âSun youâre acting ridiculous, why are you asking me that?ââ
âWhy are you not answering.ââ he was getting slightly annoyed at your ignorance towards the question, part of him felt like if he hadnât been there you would have said yes. It didnât go amiss how you would smile and laugh with him whenever he caught the two of you talking at parties or at the games.
âI would have told him no.ââ There was a sudden silence between the two for a moment before you decided to speak again
âI have to go, I promised Mr. Song that I would tutor one of his students.ââ A frustrated sigh spilled from his lips as he watched you leave. He wanted to follow you and apologize for even questioning your loyalty to him, but he knew that if he went after you now he would only make things worse in his current state of mind. So he sat in silence for a while, five short minutes turned into ten long minutes until he realized how ridiculous he had been acting. With a sigh he pulls himself up from the desk and makes his way down the hall, already having a decent idea of where you might have been, after all you always studied in the same place, the school library. As he grew closer he could hear the sound of your laughter the closer he got to the door. That didnât sound like just studying to him, as he peeked over the doorframe and gazed in he couldnât help but feel annoyed all over again.
The way your head rested on your palm as you looked at no one other than Ji Changmin. You sat there laughing and smiling as he sat there all pouty.
âYouâre cute but being cute wonât make me go any easier on you Changmin.ââ You laugh at Changmin's sulking, seemingly completely unaware that your boyfriend stood right outside the door looking in. Meanwhile a blush formed on Chngmins face from you having called him cute.
âI know you can do better than what youâre showing me Minni. This isnât the first time iâve tutored you, youâre pretty smart and iâm sure you know that so I refuse to go easy on you.ââ As you spoke to him your hand rested on Changmin's arm.
To any outsider looking in it would seem like you had just been being sweet and playful, but Sunwoo was well aware of your mannerisms and tone by now. You werenât simply doing or saying any of those things just to be nice. He was fed up, and now he was feeling like it was about time he put you and everyone else in their place. Turning away from the library entrance he then turned to the direction of the school gym, the place he was more than sure he could find Lee Juyeon. Everyone knew that Juyeon would stay after school to practice, after all he was one of those members on the football team that strived for perfection. When Sunwoo first called out the others name Juyeon was shocked to say the least, of course he was well aware of who Sunwoo was, but the two were entirely different he didnât think heâd ever find Sunwoo looking for him of all people.
âYn asked me to pass on a message, sheâs waiting for you in the library, something about wanting to apologize or something.ââ Sunwoo tried his best to seem disinterested in the situation, just enough for Juyeons ears to perk up at the sound of your name. Sunwoo simply watched in slight annoyance as Juyeon walked off the field and disappeared back into the school building. He eventually made his way moments later, slowly but surely making his way back to the library where he had watched Juyeon enter just moments before.
âBabydoll!ââ Sunwoo watched as your gaze then shifted from Changmin to Juyeon who was now leaned over the table, his gaze having fallen on Ji Changmin who was sat a little two close to you for Juyeons liking.
âJuyeon what are you doing here?ââ
âI told him you were looking for him, sweetheart.ââ Sunwoo finally steps into the library's entrance, taking a step in and he closes and locks the door behind himself.
âSunwoo?ââ
At this point both Changmin and Juyeon had been staring back and forth between the both of you in confusion.
âI think you should apologize to Juyeon for turning him down in front of all of those people princess.â Sunwoo noticed the way your body tensed upon being called that, he was more than sure you were well aware of his annoyance by now. After all he only ever called you such a thing when the two of you were alone and he was planning on being buried deep inside of you. The look on your face was one of both annoyance and panic.
âUm I think iâll just go maybe we can finish another time.ââ Changmin was ready to take his leave, standing up in his chair, Sunwoos' gaze immediately shot to him making him freeze up on the spot.
âOh no no not too fast âminniâ this wonât take too long.ââ upon hearing your nickname for Changmin you had used only moments ago, it began to set in that Sunwoo had been watching you.
âOkay what the fuck is going on.ââ Juyeon finally snaps, his eyes blazing as he realized he had been set up by Sunwoo.
âSun.ââ
âQuiet babydoll I want you to behave for our two guest. Go ahead and make Changmin a little more comfortable.ââ
âSun..ââ
âWhat is it? Whatâs the matter babydoll you find him cute donât you?ââ your eyes said it all, the fact that you had been looking everywhere but into sunwoos eyes said it all.
âBe a good girl and make him feel good while me and Juyeon watch.ââ
âWha-what?ââ Changmin's face had gone bright red, but Sunwoo chose to ignore him.
âGo ahead babydoll.ââ
Sunwoo watched as you shyly looked over at Changmin who was obviously nervous.
âOkay what the hell is going on?ââ Juyeon was pissed, pissed at the fact that Sunwoo seemed to have some type of hold on you, even more pissed that he had been tricked into coming here just for this.
âIâm giving you what you want, you think sheâs pretty right? Both you and Ji changmin have a crush on My Girlfriend, how cute right Babydoll?ââ
âSun did you really have to bring them into this.ââ
âYou think youâre allowed to play sweet and innocent with me Princess? I know you and your body well enough to know that you like it when Juyeon here flirts with you, i also know you well enough to know that youâd fuck him or Ji Changmin here without a second thought. Go ahead and take off your clothes for them babydoll..show them how pretty you look.ââ The way you shifted in your seat told him everything that he needed to know, you were getting turned on by this. Him calling you out in front of the two of them.
âTake them off babydoll or iâll have one of them do it for you.ââ The room fell silent and both Juyeon and Changmin's eyes seemed to be glued onto you as you slowly obeyed Sunwoos' given order. Changmin didnât think that his face could get any redder until he watched you strip from your white button up and black skirt.
âGood girl.ââ sunwoo takes a seat on the opposite side of the table and spreads his legs, a move you knew all too well. That smirk on his face and the pride in the way he sat was an obvious indication that he was enjoying this. He had you exactly where he wanted.
âCome here sweetheart, I want you to be good for our two guests. As you take a seat on his lap his arms slip around your waist from behind, Sunwoos cold fingers brush against your bare skin as he presses you against his clothed body against yours.
âYouâll be good for them right?â His fingers squeeze your hips in a manner that forces you to stay pressed against him. You gave him a nod which made him give a swift slap across your thigh earning a soft whine.
âUse your words babydoll.â
âIâll be good sun.â
âThatâs my girl, I want you to look at them while I play with you like the pretty little doll you are.â The entire time neither Changmin nor Juyeon said a word. Truth be told neither of them knew what was happening, but the moment their eyes took in your semi naked frame and sat in Sunwoos lap it was hard to look away.
His gaze burned with pride at the fact that he had you right where he wanted and neither Juyeon nor Changmin could do a damn thing unless he allowed it. His fingers immediately met your clit, pushing past your folds and slipping them right inside you with ease.
âI want you to make sure our guests feel included, look them in the eyes and tell them who you want.â His thumb pressed against your clit as he started slowly, thrusting his fingers deep into you like he has done with you thousands of times.
The side of his lips curled into a smirk as he heard the desperate whine that spilled past your plump lips. The moment you opened your mouth to speak he forces in yet another finger, using the three to stretch you out to his liking.
âI'm sorry, what was that? speak babydoll. â Meanwhile while you struggled with your words both Juyeon and Changmin seemed to be anxiously anticipating whoâs name would spill from your pretty lips.
âCh- Changmin.â You force yourself to breathe out between ragged breaths, the way Sunwoo continuously abuses your clit without letting up, making you squirm in your seat.
âTell him where you want him doll.â Without hesitation he slipped in two more fingers, taking the time to stretch your walls and feel you out before he began to thrust them in and out slowly. The way you whine for him to move them faster only causes him to slow them down, he was well aware doing this would only make it harder for you to respond but he didnât seem to care. His fingers thrust further into your cunt with every loud cry that left your mouth.
âMm my mouth, sun please.â A chuckle spilled from Sunwoos lips at how desperate you sounded.
âLook at you whining like a desperate little doll for some nerd youâre tutoring to fuck your pretty little mouth when your boyfriends fingers are deep in your pretty little cunt.â His eyes shot to Chagmin whose eyes were glued to his fingers that were buried deep inside of you.
âWell you heard her right? You gonna give her what she wants?â
âMm S-Sun, what about Juyeon.â Your sudden inclusion of Juyeon made his eyebrow quirk up in pure amusement.
âYou want them both sweetheart? You want me to watch while they both have their way with you right doll?â He leaves a loving kiss on your neck before pulling his fingers out of you and patting your thigh.
âsit pretty up on the table for them then and let them know what you want.â Sunwoo sat back in his seat watching as you shyly took a seat up on the table.
âDonât act all shy now baby you weren't acting shy a couple minutes ago when you were begging me to let them have their way with you.â
âI want Ju to eat me out while I take care of Minni.â He chuckles as you look away from him, a slight blush on your cheeks at having to admit it to him.
âWell then was that so hard princess? Go ahead and help them out then.â
Sunwoo watched as you moved between the two, helping them both get out of their pants while they took off your remaining clothes. Now here you were completely naked and exposed, trapped between two men that were working together to completely destroy you. Juyeons lips wrapped around your sensitive clit while Changmins Cock completely filled your mouth, swallowing up every one of your moans.
You had seemed so shy before but now that they had loosened you up you seemed to take it all so well. It seemed like a dream to you Changmins brown eyes gazing down at you through his glasses as he tugged at your hair and fucked your pretty mouth. All while Juyeon sat behind you forcing you to sit on his face and take the abuse of his tongue. For Changmin seeing you between his legs now is quite a treat, especially the way your tongue swirls around his tip and scoops up his arousal. He couldnât believe it was real, a girl he had fantasized about multiple times struggling to take the abuse of him down her throat.
âShe takes it so well doesnt she? .â Sunwoos' gaze burned into you as he watched the scene before him. You werenât sure why he was letting this happen but at the time you were too caught up in Juyeon and Changmin to care
Changmin breathlessly mumbles out soft curses when you start to bob your head, brushing fingers through your hair and pulling the strands away from your mouth. you moan at that, squeezing his length and forcing him down your throat. You looked a complete mess, your vision clouded with tears and fucked up mascara while saliva coated your chin and plump lips. One look at you and Changmin groans upon seeing your now ruined makeup all because of the way he was abusing your throat. youâre eagerly motivated now, taking him with more consideration but your mouthâs still as hot as ever. He lets out a small moan, letting you go at your own pace no matter how much he wanted fuck your face. you run a long stripe up the bottom of his length, thumb playing with his tip while his eyes stay fixated on you taking him down your throat so well.
âYou're doing so well, babydoll.â Sunwoo chuckles upon seeing the way the tears continuously formed within your eyes.
To Changmin your mouth felt like heaven. Using your hands to pump the areas youâre not able to reach, the way you hollow out your cheeks around him immediately shuts him up. You pull him out of your mouth with a plop, a string of saliva connecting him to your lips as you move in to suck just the tip. Lewd moans spew from your lips upon feeling Juyeons tongue work against your clit. You look down at him which was proven to be a mistake because it immediately made your brain go fuzzy.
Juyeon showed no mercy, not letting up for a second even as your legs trembled, slurping up the juices that drip from your clit loudly. The moment you try to jerk away from him his grip on your thighs tighten and he pushes his tongue further between your folds.
âDonât move, Babydoll,â He groans wrapping a forearm around your thighs and just eats. He
flicks his tongue over your clit while using his fingers to stretch you out groaning at the way your cunt pulsing and gripping his digits. youâre snapped out of your daze when Changmin forces you to look back at him and shoves his cock back into your throat. Mere seconds later Juyeon gives a few slaps onto your clit as a warning to not take your eyes away from Changmin.
you give him an apologetic look before slurping your saliva off his cock. He hums while you continue the bobbing of your head and the moans that you let out around him send vibrations up his body. Changmin twitches in your mouth and his thigh tenses. All while you could feel something burning within your core begging for your release.
âBetter hold it princess, if you cum before Changmin iâll make sure you canât do it again when i fuck you.â Sunwoo chimes in from the side making you whine.
Despite hearing that Juyeon wasnât letting up, licking one last stripe before gathering his saliva into a ball and he spits onto your clit, sight so lewd that if you could see it you'd have cum immediately. he admires how the way it runs down your cunt and mixes with your arousal that he couldnât help but wish for it to be his cum instead. Your eyes roll back the moment he rubs in his spit, a thumb on your bud while he continues to move his fingers and your thighs are already trembling from how he seems to know all your sweet spots in such a short period of time.
âYnââ Changmin moans, gets breathy and choked the closer he is to his high, hips bucking up into your mouth. the drool that drips from the corners of your mouth and the sounds of your mouth being so full of his cock sends him into a frenzy.
âRemember we donât waste babydoll.â At Sunwoos words you whine, the slurping and gawking noises getting faster before youâre taking his cock with a gasp, pumping him while your dilated eyes look up to him and him only. He pulls on your hair before you both cum together, your cum spilling out onto Juyeons lips and face all while Changmin spills all down your throat. An overload hits your tongue and the back of your throat and you nearly spit it back up but force yourself to keep it down.
Unfortunately for you, it was not over, Sunwoo immediately lifted you up from the table, taking you into his lap and spreading your thighs apart.
âNow youâre gonna take care of Juyeon while I show them iâm the only one that can fuck you like the pretty doll you are.â While your lips wrapped around Juyeons Cock Your eyes rolled back immediately as Sunwoo pushed himself inside of you until he fully bottomed out. Your tightness earned a low growl from him as he pushed so deep you could have sworn you felt him hit the top of your stomach. He watched the blissed out look on your face with every little thrust inside you.
âLook at you taking me so well, I bet you loved every bit of Juyeon and Changmin working together to destroy you babydoll.â A chuckle spilled past his lips and he immediately spread your legs wider and pulled your thighs up against your chest. Your moans were evident enough that whatever pain you felt if any had gone away. He waisted no time fucking into you, rough and feverish thrusts from the very beginning. Thrusts that caused your eyes to roll to the back of your head so hard you saw stars.
Your nails dug so deep into his thighs that you nearly drew blood. your moans sent vibrations over Juyeons cock, making him throw his head back and pull at your hair, lines of saliva dripping down your chin as each of your moans were swallowed up by him thrusting into your throat.
âYoure such a pretty little doll baby, look at you being so good for the three of us.â Sunwoo immediately leans down to place kisses on your neck, your nipple between his fingers while his other hand fondles your breasts. The pleasure had been overwhelming your bodies in ways you hadnât thought to be possible. From the feeling of his fingers against your breasts to every time he thrusted in to you feeling like the more he fucked the deeper into your stomach his cock seemed to push.
âFrom now on you will make it known that youâre mine. Mine to kiss, to touch to fuck. Youâre gonna tell every single guy that approaches you that you belong to someone. understand babydoll?â Your thoughts had been so cloudy that you could barely even make out anything he had been talking to you about.
âSuch a pretty little whore gonna cum all over my cock after getting used like a slut other men.â He immediately rested one hand on your waist while resting the other on your stomach and pushing down. He wanted to feel just how far his cock could go inside your little frame. This action was all it took to push you over the edge, the moment he pushed down upon your stomach your legs shook and it was a glorious sight for all of them to see, to see you squirt upon the impact of his hand. As you were finally able to pry your eyes open you felt butterflies in the pit of your stomach. The sight of Changmins hands wrapped around his Cock and sweat dripping down his forehead as he watched both Juyeon and your boyfriend work tinder to ruin you.
Your legs shook violently as Sunwoos thrusts grew in speed and the low growls that spilled from his mouth made it all more easy for you to unravel right then and there, your cum spilling out onto his cock followed by Juyeons release down your throat mere seconds later. Sunwoo wasnt too far behind as the fucked out look on your face and the way you clenched around him was all he needed for him to spill into you, him and Changmin both finishing at the same time.
âYou two, from now on stop flirting with my fucking girlfriend.â Slipping his head into the crook of your neck he sucks harshly, leaving evidence that you were now tainted by him, a true indication that you belonged to him and no one else
đŒ Kpop placements in the idol industry notes đïžđŒ
âïžâïž Have a hanni :D âïžâïž
đ€ Sag moon idols tend to be well rounded skill-wise and be very expressive/talkative and memed.
Ex: Suyun from Rocketpunch (Pisces sun, Sag moon), Asa from Babymonster (Aries sun, Sag moon), Sungho from Boynextdoor (Virgo sun, Sag moon)
đ€ scorpio moon idols tend to have this duality to them. They tend to be charming on stage, using their eyes to express concepts while having a duality off stage, where they could adored for their cuteness and dorkiness.
Ex: Sunghoon from enhypen (Sag sun, scorpio moon), Jennie from blackpink (Capricorn sun, scorpio moon), Beomgyu from txt (Pisces sun, scorpio moon).
đ€ Male kpop idols with Aries moon tend to have a boyish youthful charm that attracts fans.
Ex: Anton from riize (aries sun, aries moon), Jaehyun from boynextdoor (sag sun, aries moon), Mark from nct (leo sun, aries moon)
Aries sun idols tend to befriend or interact with other kpop idols (may be a social butterfly)
Ryujin from Itzy, Karina from Aespa, Sunwoo from TheBoyz, Yoon from STAYC (Aries sun)
đ€ Cancer moon idols I notice tend to be the pillar of support for their members or grounded and nurturing for them to rely on. (And also get emotional often when it comes to their group/members becuz they care a lot about fans and the group)
Ex: Sungchan from riize, Hanni from newjeans
Capricorn moon idols give off grandpa or oldie vibes, with their dad joke humor and slow reactions at times đ
Ex: Eunseok from Riize (Pisces sun, capricorn moon), Leehan from Boynextdoor (Libra sun, capricorn moon),
Leo sun idols being chaotic or having funny expressive reactions in variety contents
Zhanghao from ZB1 (Leo sun, Taurus moon), Mingi from Ateez (Leo sun, Cancer moon), Huening Kai from Txt (Leo sun, Scorpio moon)
Pisces mars and sagittarius mars in idols tend to be known for their dancing skills, or for being an eye-catching performer
Ex: Chaeryeong from Itzy (Gemini sun, Pisces mars) Winwin from Nct (Scorpio sun, Sag mars), Sung Hanbin from ZB1 (Gemini sun, Sag mars)
Additionally gemini sun idols tend to be either well rounded performers or also well liked by the public for their bubbly, friendly, and charming appeal and interactions
Ex: Kyujin from Nmixx (Gemini sun, Taurus moon), Yeji from Itzy (Gemini sun, Pisces moon) Yeosang from Ateez (Gemini sun, Cancer moon)
Pisces sun/moon idols tend to be good at delivering fanservice and interact with fans a lot
Ex: Wonbin from Riize (Pisces sun, Libra moon), Jake from Enhypen (Scorpio sun, Pisces moon), Haewon from Nmixx (Pisces sun, Sag moon)
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Your best friend Eric picks you up in the pouring rain after a bad date night. This night turns into the night your best friend will stop being your friend forever..
- Pairings: nonidol!eric x fem!reader
- Genre: fluff, friends to lovers
- Warnings: kissing, crying
Authorâs Note: I wrote this at 5am so lmk if something is wrong grammatically. Also Iâm having such a huge Eric phase itâs concerningâŠ
You donât know why you keep coming to these dates anymore. Planning blind dates with random people wonât get you anywhere. As much as you thought things wouldnât get worse after your date insulted you by implying that the dress that youâre wearing doesnât compliment your body, he also dumped you in the pouring rain afterwards.
You didnât think this guy would be such a jerk to not even give you a ride home after you said your car is on service but oh well you were wrong about him.
The rain was getting worse and worse, it was pouring so hard that the dress you were wearing was now stuck on you like skin. Your hair completely wet and your makeup ruined, mascara was running down your cheeks and it looked like youâve been crying. Not that crying isnât the only thing youâre able to do right now.
You pulled your phone out of your purse to get into your contacts. Leaving home for university was fun but now you didnât have many choices on who to call in a situation like this.
Your mind could think of only one person to which you were close to. Your best friend Eric, you and him were best friends since high school. Him getting into the same university as you was just cherry on top. You were really happy when you found out your best friend and you would be in the same university but things were not going exactly how you wanted them to go.
Six months into university Eric got into a relationship. His girlfriend was really pretty very smart too. You were feeling a little jealous. But you figured that you werenât jealous of her relationship with Eric just that she gets to spend time with him and you donât anymore. Or thatâs what you wanted to think at least.
You didnât want to say anything to your best friend about the way his girlfriend was making you feel. So you stayed silent watching your best friend slowly drift away from you. Unfortunately, you and Eric did get distant from each other without realizing it.
One week ago you found out that Eric and his girlfriend had broken up. The sad part was that you found out through a mutual friend of yours and his. He didnât say anything to you, which hurt you a lot. You also said nothing, you didnât want to pressure him into talking to you.
At this moment, no one would come here in the dark night to pick you up in the rain after a bad date except for Eric. You hoped that he wouldnât have changed that much so that he wouldnât come at all. And also you hoped this phone call could be the reason you two get closer again.
You searched for his name in your contacts and took a breath before pressing the call button. The little rings made you anxious waiting for him to pick up. Suddenly you hear his voice on the line, you havenât heard him in a while. âHello?â It took you some seconds to respond to him trying to sound okay at least if not good. âEric, um Iâm sorry I know itâs almost midnightâ you tried to sound as stable as possible but you were failing big time. It was very obvious you were crying it was impossible for him to not notice.
âAre you crying? Did something happen to you?â Ericâs voice sounded concerned and as much as you missed him and his voice getting him concerned about you was not on your to do list tonight.
âI am stuck outside of this restaurant downtown and itâs raining pretty heavily. Could you pick me up?â Your voice was more stable than before. Your heart was racing waiting for his response. Waiting to find out if you were going to see him tonight or not.
You noticed that it took him some seconds before he got to respond. You felt uncomfortable all of a sudden asking him such a thing after you havenât spoken to each other for so long âPlease?â You added as if you werenât enough pathetic so far.
âShare your location, you canât be that far. Iâll be there soon okay?â He said and you couldnât hear any undertone from him. You couldnât understand if he was mad or concerned or annoyed.
You shared your location as he said and waited patiently for him. Your heart was about to leave your body thinking that youâre about to see and talk to your best friend after months. You felt so nervous. You were anxious that maybe he didnât want to be your best friend anymore, you were scared that maybe he didnât miss you as much as you missed him.
The sound of a horn woke you up from your thoughts. You looked at the direction where the sound was coming from and met his figure running over to you. His hands held your arms tightly looking at you up and down for any sign of injury.
âOh my god get in quickly youâre going to catch a coldâ he basically yelled while holding your hand now to lead you to the passenger seat. Opening the door you saw two dry towels on the car seat. Eric took one of the towels to wrap it around your body trying to make you warm in any way he could.
He lead you to get in the car afterwards closing the door behind you and getting in the driver seat. He put his keys in and started his way over to your house.
The ride was a little silent. None of you talked and the only movement between you was when Eric opened the air conditioner to keep you warm.
When he pulled up in your porch he decided to make the first move âCan you tell me why you ended up like this? Do you have any idea how scared I got looking at you standing in the rain?â His tone was serious. He was seriously concerned about you and that made your heart flutter.
âIâm so sorry I didnât have anyone to call I didnât want to disturb you or get you concerned about meâ you felt a little bad making him that scared. And also felt bad about how much you liked that he still cared about you. âI was on a date with someone who clearly didnât like me.â You continued explaining to him
His brows furrowed as you said that. He was looking at you focused on everything you were saying as you explained to him how your date insulted you and then left you in the pouring rain without a way to get home
â Why did you go out with him? Iâve told you so many times to get to know someone before trusting them on anythingâ he said looking a bit more mad than concerned right now.
You couldnât bring yourself to say anything. He was right after all.
âGod canât you see whatâs good and whatâs not?â He looked at you again, his tone still sounded mad. This time it was like he was blaming you for everything and like he was mad at you about it. You didnât quite like how he was blaming you for everything as you were sitting next to him after getting your feelings hurt tonight
âIf you want to blame me about it you can go home now. Thanks for the ride, you can go back to not talking to me nowâ You tried to avoid adding this last sentence but you just had to bring it up. You opened the car door getting out and walking to your door trying to get your keys out of your purse. Eric followed the same movements as you and was standing now just behind you. âI didnât mean to blame you. Iâm sorryâ
His voice more relaxed than before. His apology sounded sincere which made you stop fumbling around with your keys and turn around to face him.
âCan I come in to talk to you?â He continued with his eyes giving you an apologetic look. You couldnât watch you and him be like this. You gave him a little nod and opened your door letting both of you inside.
Eric hasnât been in your house for a while, the moment he got inside he started noticing all the little changes you made in the house. You told him youâll be back in 5 minutes after you change into something dry and get a towel for your hair.
He started walking around looking at the flowers on the coffee table,knowing how tulips were your favorite he smiled a little without noticing. His eyes caught some photos you hanged on the wall. Family photos, you traveling. His eyes landed at the pictures of you and him together in high school, when you went to prom together cause you promised it to each other. Pictures of the first year in university, when he treated you to pizza and beers for the first day as university students.
His smile didnât fade once, if not it was getting bigger and bigger. He was thinking about all those memories he made with you. He knew he missed you like crazy but seeing pictures made it ten times worse.
âWhat are you looking at?â You said from behind holding a towel to your hair. Eric turned around half scared half embarrassed about the fact that you caught him looking around.
You realized he was actually looking at old photos of you and him together and suddenly understood why he was acting like that.
You chose not to comment on it and try to talk to him about everything that has been going on. âIâm sorry for tonight. I made you drive all the way to that restaurant to pick me upâ you said trying to break the ice and he looked up at you to respond. âDonât worry Iâd do it again if you asked me toâ he said comforting you with a soft smile also. You gave him a little smile back not knowing what to say but before the silence became uncomfortable Eric spoke up again âI wanted to say that, I miss you. I know weâve been distant and I know itâs because I got into a relationship and Iâm really sorry for pushing you away. If i had realized what I was doing at the time I really wouldnât have pushed you away from me.â
He said looking into your eyes as a sign of sincerity. You couldnât be mad at him ever. He meant it. You missed him too so much. Talking to him and seeing him tonight was so overwhelming for you. You needed Eric next to you at all times.
âIâm sorry I let it happen as well. I really missed you too you have no idea.â You said back to him as you tried to hold your tears back.
Eric moved closer to you still looking at you in the eye going in for a hug as you let him enter your personal space and hold you tightly after so many months.
Feeling his hands around your waist made your heart face again. You tried to ignore how your heart always does that when youâre with Eric ever since high school.
You chose to avoid those feelings you had for him. You couldnât tell him how you only went to those blind dates to find someone better than him but failed miserably.
Eric snapped you out of your thoughts suddenly talking in the hug âI need to tell you something if we are going to just solve everything right?â He said and this made your heart race even faster.
Your heart was hoping he would actually feel something for you back while your mind was telling you to push those stupid feelings away.
âYou can tell me everythingâ you said pulling out of the hug to make eye contact with him. While you were expecting him to have a smile on his face as you did his expression was much more serious than yours
It looked like it was taking him some courage to speak to you about what he wanted to say. But you gave him the time he needed.
Finally he was ready to talk to you as you could read his thoughts through his eyes.
His eyes were looking straight at yours as he took a deep breath before he said anything and held your hands on his
â I like you. I know weâve been best friends since high school and this is not the kind of relationship we have with each other. I tried avoiding those feelings really thatâs why my last relationship happened. And thatâs also why I ended it. I know this might ruin everything but I wanted to tell you.â
Did he really say this right now? Like youâre not dreaming right? Could he read your thoughts just seconds ago?
Eric was scanning your eyes for any sign of discomfort trying to see if he crossed the line.
You were in pure shock not knowing what to say. Thankfully you woke up pretty quickly to realize heâs waiting for you to talk. âWhat? You mean that? Like you really mean that? You donât like me in a friendly way right?â You sounded a little stupid at the moment which Eric found adorable causing him to giggle.
â I mean it, I like you in a âI want to be with youâ way I promiseâ he joked this time seeing how flustered happy and shocked you got all at once. His smile never leaving his face now and you noticed how even his eyes were smiling
â I really like you too, I went to all those blind dates to try and find someone better than you but I found none. I like youâ you replied in a soft tone not being able to hide your smile anymore. Your heart was beating so fast your whole body was overwhelmed with happiness and his hands never left your waist this entire time.
His eyes never left yours and he was looking at you so softly. His eyes could say a hundred things to you that no one could even describe in words.
âCan I kiss you now?â He said with a spark of excitement which made you laugh a little looking at how cute he was. You gave him a little nod together with a smile as he moved his hand from your waist up to your cheek to cup your face softly and lean forward into you. Both of your eyes closed naturally leaving your lips as the only way of communication with each other.
When his lips met yours it felt like fireworks were flying around in your stomach. Your heart probably exploded and you couldnât help but smile into the kiss making Eric break a smile as well. You donât know for how long youâve been waiting for this moment to come not even knowing if it was ever coming to reality. You couldnât be more happy right now. You won your best friend back and also gained a lover along the way.
What you and Eric had was rare. It felt so right to be together. He understood you and your needs completely and you understood his. After all you started thinking that maybe you were meant to be his.