#the same forever

I will always remember her. Whenever she sought me out and asked to be alone, an atmosphere of absolute intimacy completely enveloped us. I felt I could tell her anything: my feelings about the past, the nostalgia that washed over me, or even talk about forbidden topics and strange, dark fantasies. She was never upset; our mutual trust was absolute. Being alone with her was like opening a book, discovering a portal hidden from everyone else, and disappearing together behind it. I was never afraid of her. In reality, she was a pretty laid-back woman, but being close to her deeply aroused me because of the firm, sensual way she looked at me, and the things she dared to say that any other woman normally never would.

Some time ago. .. When I met her and as our trust deepened, one day I heard her tell me: I like the way you treat me and vibrate without hiding it, without me having to force you, without me having to tell you that the details surprise me, you are exactly what I needed because you know how to do what I like and you do it.

"We only have one life and it's made of moments, enjoy them..."

"Christmas is about giving what money can't buy."

I think we all feel at some point that we can also love in silence, miss without saying it, fall in love in secret, be happy without shouting it out.

“It is not the duration of love or being happy, but its depth.”

​𝘾​𝙝𝙚𝙚𝙨𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙠 𝙥𝙤𝙚𝙢𝙨​.​

I always wait.

I come to visit you, old sea, my friend

And sadly tell you that I'm tired of waiting

For what will never come to my life.

Today I just need the peace from you, old sea, my friend.

You who have seen me sing and laugh

Old sea, friend sea, you who know my loneliness.

Lie down with me on the sand and let me know your truth.

Old sea, friend sea, have you noticed that I carry

My heart full of memories?

So many clouds I've seen pass, so many desires I can't forget

You know, old sea, how many times I offered that woman

To give her my love.

Old sea, friend sea, you who then speak to me of loneliness

Let's walk on the sand and tell me your truth.

Old sea, friend sea, I carry my soul full of pain

Although many years will pass, I will always remember

That it was an impossible dream.

That woman will remain a beautiful dream I'll always have.

I always ask that she remembers and lives it

With another love, in other arms.

I always hope that sometimes she remembers me... dreams of me.

When you don't expect anything, everything comes without wishing.