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me the last 24 hours with these leaks 😩
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THAT’S MY CAPTAIN
I don't kno anymore. I'm having a bad day after a bad day. I haven't written in a month. No, I'm lying. I have written something last month, but it was inconsistent and I can't really show any progress for it.
Or maybe I should take a look at AO3?
Okay, I posted two fics. On the 6th and on the 19th. So, that's not nothing, but that's not a lot either. Plus I'm behind on comments and on responses to comments. I'm a bad fandom participant.
I'm also still on pause with original writing. I think my adhd brain doesn't want to keep working on Crystal Spring now. It needs a break and pushing it won't achieve anything, only frustration. I'm so close tho...
Ehhhh...
Maybe I should use November for something new, like it used to happen in the past? And by new I don't mean new-new. Just, that project that's not out of Snowflake phase yet, but it's close? Meaning Duke and the B Brothers? Or that one short story? Or the other one? Short stories could make sense. I kind of feel like that one's storyline sort of smoothed out in my head.. Maybe?
Should I take a break from fandom? Idek. It's not that something happened, because nothing did, I just feel like I'm sloshing through the mud there with nothing being accomplished and it's frustrating me too. If I took a deliberate break for, say, two weeks, then maybe I'd start missing it? Oh, who am I kidding, I won't take that break.
I'm making too many plans, not meeting them, and then I'm upset with myself. I have to occassionally remind myself that I'm not as disappointing as I make myself to be. Yep.
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