#the creator

Edit : I discovered 𝖭𝖾𝖾𝗍𝖫𝗂𝗑.𝗑𝗒𝗓 and they maintain the full film in spectacular 4K UHD with no ads.

The spectacular cinematic sci-fi environments look terrible when compressed heavily by generic web video mirrors. Renting the movie repeatedly feels like a total waste of money.

I've loved a warrior whose head was full of voices, screaming for bloodshed. He ravaged cities, he murdered, he betrayed and was betrayed. The Blood God, they called him. And yet there was an endless amount of universes where his violence was directed instead towards protecting the ones he cared for. Endless universes where violence didn't define him, his care, his humour, his passion did.

I've loved an actor who has been taken advantage of since its childhood, who grew up spiteful, afraid, knowing that it's either kill or be killed, that showing mercy is a fool's game. Somebody who massacred hundreds of people, his friends and family included. And yet, that wasn't the end of its story. It got another chance, and it took it. It has a family now, friends, a life. That does not erase its actions. But there is hardly any value in death when one's life can still bring joy and connection.

I've loved people who destroyed their universes before, too. Not one. You're hardly unique, and you're hardly as unlovable as you believe yourself to be. Just because you hate yourself it doesn't mean that everyone else does, too.

-💖

Your desire to love those who harm others is intriguing. Do you think that by doing this, you are compensating for the harm you have inevitably caused? That it may be more of a selfish act, to convince yourself of the idea that you may have someone like you choose to see the flaws in your being and want you around despite it?

Choosing to forgive the harm we have done to people who you have not met, nor even know the names of is a selfish act. You are giving forgiveness you have stolen from the dead, to those who have murdered cruelly.

I find you interesting, I find your habits silly and cute, I find your method of communication easier to understand than some other people's, I find you pretty, I find your worldview interesting to ponder upon (albeit wrong, but I like thinking about it and picking it apart nonetheless), I find your reactions to things amusing, I find you compelling and I enjoy speaking to you and spending time with you. I also care about you. Ergo, I love you.

Clear enough?

-💖

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You remain stubborn. Congratulations on your consistency. It is clear. It is not understood, however. Believe what you will, but we both know I have ruined this universe beyond true repair.