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Iāll Reach My Hands Out In The Dark (Donāt Give Up On Me)
Part I - The Collapse
Happy Sal Saturday!! Very excited to share part one of this Sal whump fic. Trigger warning for major injuries. But also, very inaccurate and unrealistic. So shhh, just suspend disbelief and enjoy. Itās going to be a rough ride for a certain Sal Deluca. (past salbucktommy but also endgame, 2k words)
They were on their way back to the station, minutes from the end of a shift, when the call came in.
Reports of an explosion in an apartment on the fourth floor of a residential building, just a couple of miles from their location.
Annoyance bubbled up in Salās chest before he could stop it. He was bone tired, heād taken as many extra shifts as he could get away with, and his body was finally screaming in protest, every muscle aching for a shower and his bed. But this was his job, his responsibility. It was what heād signed up for. So he shoved the frustration down, grabbed the radio, and confirmed the 122 was responding. And in the back of his mind, a vicious thought lingeredāit didnāt even matter how late he got off. Itās not like anyone was waiting up for him anymore. Heād made sure of that.
By the time they pulled up to the scene, smoke was already curling into the sky in thick, angry black plumes. People were stumbling out of the building in varying degrees of disarrayācoughing, crying, shouting for help, screaming about others still inside.
Sal took a deep breath, adjusted his helmet, and did what he did best. He slipped into command like muscle memory, like a second skin made just for him, everything funneling into one sharp point of focus the second he stepped out of the rig.
āHerrera, Jones! Set up triage. Get everyone checked out and for fuckās sake, donāt let anyone run back inside.ā
āYes, sir!ā
āHarris! Cruzāon ladder! Get those hoses up and spraying. Bennett, take a sweep of the exterior and watch for structural compromise. The smallest shift of rubbleāI wanna know about it. Torres, youāre with me.ā He barked the orders out, confident and steady as always, even as the world around him buzzed with chaos.
āDispatch, this is Captain Deluca from the 122. Has the gas line been shut off? I aināt stepping inside that building if Iām gonna be blasted off to kingdom come.ā
āCaptain,ā the voice answered in an amused tone, and he let out a relieved breath at the fact that it wasnāt Maddie. āAll main lines to the building have been shut off. Youāre good to go.ā
He checked the seal on his mask, grabbed his halligan, and pushed through the main entrance with Torres right behind him.
The alarms were still shrieking somewhere overhead, echoing through the empty hallways. No smoke on the first floor though. Good, thought Sal. The fire hadnāt spread far. That made their job far easier. They found the stairwell and moved fast, sweeping room by room, calling out. The first floor was cleared, quickly moving on to the next one.
āLAFD, call out,ā he shouted into the last apartment on the second floor. He was about to step back when a quiet whimper cut through the noise.
Sal froze, then pushed deeper inside. There was only one closed door in the entire apartment; instinct drove him toward it.
āAnyone in here?ā he called, keeping his voice steady and loud.
A small sob answered him.
āItās okay,ā he said, softer now. āIām with the fire department. Weāre getting everyone out of the building. Can you let me in?ā
He gave it a moment. Nothing. He stepped back, ready to break the doorāwhen it cracked open on its own, revealing a young boy, maybe eight, with a toddler clinging to his leg.
The boy immediately shuffled back into the bathroom, wrapping his arms. protectively around the girl.
Sal crouched down, removing his mask and doing his best to appear non-threateningāknowing how loud his voice, posture, presence was. The only children he hadnāt ever scared were Ginaās, and even then, sometimes he believed that had all been up to her influence. His best friend had always managed to soften his rough edges. āHey, kid. Where are your parents?ā
The boy only shook his head, eyes wide and scared.
āOkay,ā Sal gruffed out, jaw tight. āThatās okay. Youāre takinā real good care of your sister. But the buildingās not safe right now. We need to get you both out, alright? Think ya can come with me?ā He extended a gloved hand. āGotta make sure sheās safe.ā
The little girl whimpered, digging her head deeper onto the kidās leg. The boy squeezed her shoulder, then lifted her into his arms with practiced familiarityālike heād been doing it his whole life. Keeping her close, comforting her.
Something in Salās chest twisted. He made a mental note to follow up on these kids once this whole damn thing was over.
The boy slipped his hand, small and trembling, into Salās and Sal led them quickly out of the unit. Outside, he flagged down Herrera and handed them off. He watched as she guided them toward the ambulance, the boy still clutching his sister with fierce protectiveness.
For a split second, Sal had the urge to follow. To make sure the kids were safe. And didn't that throw him off.
That wasnāt who he was. He wasnāt likeā
Not now. He couldnāt afford to think about them right now.
He turned away, shook his head and steadied his breath before heading right back into the building.
They were almost done with the third floor when a sharp metallic ping echoed overhead.
It made the hair on the back of Salās neck stand up. He angled his head back, scanning the ceiling for cracks. There were none. But unease crawled under his skin anyway, alarm bells ringing loudly in his head.
Sal paused and lifted his radio.
āBennett, howās the building holding up?ā he asked.
Silence.
āHarris, Cruzāstatus?ā
The radio crackled, hissed, then spat out a garbled mess of broken static and warped syllables. Nothing he could make out. Complete and utter gibberish.
āSon of aāā He smacked the side of the radio once. Then again, harder. āRepeat that. Youāre unreadable, over.ā
Still only distorted noise.
Torres tried his own radio. Same result.
āShit,ā Sal muttered. āWhat the fuckā¦ā His mind flitted through every scenario where a radio malfunction like this got you killed, and that was all he needed to make the right call.
āTorres, weāre retreating. Back outside, now.ā
He raised his voice and spoke into the radio anywayāin case dispatch could still hear him.
āCaptain Deluca and firefighter Torres pulling out. I repeat, radios are down. Weāre pulling out!ā
āLetās move fast,ā he told Torres, already scanning the ceiling again. āI donāt like the sounds Iām hearinā.ā
āYou got it, Cap.ā
They turned toward the direction of the stairwellājust as the world bucked beneath them.
BOOM.
A second explosion went off. In the floor above, slightly closer to them.
The walls shuddered violently. Dust rained down in thick clumps, coating their gear like grimy snow. Sal and Torres stumbled to their knees with the strength of the blast and locked eyes, both thinking the same thing:
Oh, shit.
āWell, that aināt good,ā Sal grumbled, already shoving himself to his feet.
They sprinted down the hallway, boots hammering against the floor, echoes swallowed by the groan of stressed metal. Chunks of ceiling crashed around them, debris piling up fast.
Behind him, Torres yelped as he tripped on a piece of plaster.
āMove!ā Sal barked on instinct. He reached back, caught a fistful of Torresā turnout coat, and yanked him upright, shoving him ahead of him; saving him from the slab of concrete that smashed into the spot where heād fallen.
But the rescue cost Sal his momentum.
The ceiling above them let out a final, long and agonized screechāmetal twisting, surrendering.
Thenā
A massive weight slammed into Sal. Heavy and unforgiving.
He came to with a choking gasp, the rusty taste of blood coating his mouth and pain blooming like wildfire across his ribs. His head poundedālike a herd of elephants had trampled straight through his skull. Something heavy was laying on himāno, pinning him downāso firmly that breathing took effort. His helmet had cracked; a jagged edge of plastic pressed awkwardly into his cheek.
āTorresā?ā His voice came out a shredded croak. He swallowed, tried again. āTorres!ā
No answer.
āCāmonā¦youāre picking now to be quiet. You never shut up,ā he muttered, desperation creeping in around the edges.
He tried to move. He shouldnāt have.
Agony detonated through his side, white-hot and merciless. A ragged scream tore out of him before he could clamp it down, echoing harshly off the half-collapsed walls. Black spots exploded across his vision; he squeezed his eyes shut until they faded enough for him to force them open again, blinking into a shaky sort of focus.
The space was barely recognizable. Walls tilted at wrong angles. Slabs of concrete and plaster leaned against each other like toppled dominoes. Overhead lights flickered, dangling by wires that sparked and spit like angry insects. Up and down refused to make sense. Concrete, plaster, wiringāeverything was mashed together like a giantās fist had punched through the building.
Something dark and lumpy lay a few feet from him in a spreading puddle of liquid.
Unmoving.
Sal stared at it for one solid, suspended second. His pulse hammered; his brain refused to process what his eyes were telling him. Wouldn't. Couldnāt.
He dragged his gaze away with a trembling inhale, choosing denial over what he already knew.
His radio sure as hell hadnāt fixed itself, but he tried it anyway. āDispatchā¦122āanybodyāthis is Captain Deluca, Iāmāahāpinned downā¦Torres isā¦ā He choked on the words, left them hanging.
Silence. Nothing but dead air.
His breathing started coming too fast. A hot haze crept through his skull, tightening his chest, fogging his thoughts.
Fuckā¦Iām going to die here.
Alone.
With his regrets.
Without telling themā
Without telling them how he felt.
He clenched his jaw and shook his headāpain ricocheting through himātrying to shove back the despair threatening to bowl him over like a tide. Stop that! He chastised himself. He couldnāt think like that.
What he needed to do was stay awake. He needed to stay present. If he slipped under, it was over. There were no guarantees heād ever wake again.
Still, despite his resolve, the sweet embrace of a pain-free existence beckoned to him. Calling like a siren luring her sailors straight into the cold, dark of her arms. And he felt himself slipping, inch by inch.
A faint sound brushed through the ringing in his ear.
A voice?
Sal strained to make it out. Was that help? Someone calling out?
He grunted, listening harder.
At first, it was nothing more than a whisper. A shape of something familiar.
Salā¦
His brows knitted. He turned his head slightly, wincing.
Heyā¦old manā¦no going to sleep just yet, okay?
He frowned deeper. The voice was warm. Teasing. Young.
He tried to orient himself toward it, but the pain dragged at him, muddling his senses. A confused sound escaped his throat.
āEvā¦Evānā¦ā he slurred, each syllable sparking a new bolt of pain through his skull. His eyes fluttered, heavy, wanting to shut.
Salā¦vaā¦tooore. Stay awake.
He grit his teeth weakly. āHāte when ya call me that, kidā he mumbled to the empty air. āYa sound like mā ma.ā
A sudden spike of fear sliced clean through the fog. His eyes snapped open and he looked wildly around the destroyed hallway.
āWait, Evā¦whereā?ā
His breath hitched sharply with pain. He reached up with a trembling hand, ripped the cracked helmet off his head and flung it aside, desperate for a clearer view of his surroundings,
āWhere are you?ā he rasped.
His question hung in the ruins, unanswered.
A broken gasp tore loose from him as he shoved uselessly at the slab pinning him, panic overriding everything. The effort sent another wave of dizziness crashing over him, tilting the world sideways. His vision blurred, going black at the edges.
He fought itāgod, he fought itāfor the not-Evan whoād told him to stay awake. But his body was done with him.
His eyes slid shut.
And the darkness claimed him again.
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