I don’t know how many times i can apologize before ya’ll just get sick and decide to unfollow... but i’m sorry for my silence everywhere. I was keeping up on drafts/asks just fine, but i’ve fallen off this week, so my queue might empty this week completely unless i get energy after work tomorrow to add some more.
I... think it might have to do with the fact that my birthday is coming up soon which is triggering my depression. Nothing traumatic happened on my birthday, but... over the years it’s basically just been treated as another day by people around me so it just made me feel completely lonely in response; and my body is preparing for it again this year. ( it’s early April, and i don’t even have the luxury of working during it because it lands on Good Friday this year. )
So... I’ve been more depressive lately and just out of energy and... scattered mentally. I’ll add some extra calls for the week both here and on Jack and try to distract myself from getting completely down this year, but... that’s mostly what’s going on right now. I love you guys and thank you for patience <3 <3