#tf2kin

-Sniper (Team Fortress 2)

Whatever. I'm back in the fucking building again. /ref

-Sniper (Team Fortress 2)

Saw a like horror tf2 series called don’t join team red or something like that and, man yeah, I don’t think that’s my source but the way they depicted the respawn machine is just,,, yeah man it was like that, though not as bad

And I did keep little trinkets from all my team members which pyro in that series dose, though I think they say pyro in there is older then I was in my source

Idk I’ve been having feelings about seeing the respawn machine depicted I think because it was,, it was scary, I mean dying but not dying for good messes you up, I know it messed me up, waking up and still being able to feel the fire, or feel the wounds but you look down and they aren’t there there isn’t even a scar no proof of it and that’s scary

And never being sure if the me that I wake up as was the same me I was when I died because every time there was always a risk the something would change, nothing major, but small things, almost imperceptible, just a bone deep feeling that something is off, but it would mess with our heads, block out the truma as best we could so we could function

So even if something WAS wrong how could I remember how I was supposed to be

~Red Pyro

#🌗🩹🎭🟨🔥

A lot of us mercs were not cishet, like medic and heavy were together, scout was transmasc, I was nonbinary!!!

Also the idea that the others never saw my face, like in my uniform yeah my face was covered but we lived in a base together, it would have been unreasonable for them to *Never* see me!!! Idk just frustrating ig, people don’t really realize how close we were, we were like a family,

~ Red Pyro, yet again kinda missing my family

#🌗🩹🎭🟨🔥

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BONK !!

– scout, tf2

-BLU scout of shame 💙♥️

~ a red pyro kin <3