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Personalized Gifts for Couples by Pink Seagull Design with Names and Date

Okay, so the past couple of weeks have been CUHHRAZY lemme tellll you.

Sorrrr, I met her. [We're just gonna call her Virgo; cus yall dont need no gov.) I've written about her in other posts, but YES I finally met her & YALLLLLL ; shes literally everything I imagined & more! yk how when you were younger & you'd get this butterfly in the stummy ass feeling when your crush came around? WELLL, thats exactly how she makes me feel. 100,000% every time;

anyways, we spent a BEAUTiFUL, special, eye opening, 17 days together. As some of yall may know, we met online when she was deployed - dont judge me, judge ya edges - & we've honestly been talkin since December & we finally met March 10. AS nervous as I was, we had already developed a certain relationship to the point where when we finally linked it felt natural all the way around. Like i've met her before, dead asss. ; I ended up flying to her duty station, which just so happens to be where im from <333 so the trip was even more exciting yk? So in the midst of her deployment, she bought a beautiful pocket bully, that we had to go pick up. We already discussed leaving, going to pick him up from TENNESSE - yes, tennesse - & her parents were gonna meet us there with the dog. So not only was this about to be a 17+hr drive, this was our first time meeting, AND I was finna meet her parents. (say it with me: GAHDAMN!!) When I say anxious, booooyyyyy! Anxious as hell. Despite all the nerves, the bond was instant & not even saying that to be cliche in anyway possible - like frfr, which made the drive easily on of my most favorite parts of the days we shared. Drove all the way through Texas, Arkansas (which had a HORRIBLE SNOW STORM. a mf like me from Texas wasnt ready!!!! Do you hear meeee? smh), & of through Tennesse. Lowkey wanted to stop & explain Dalph's hood cause there was so much going on. okay boom, we finally make it to tennesse after fighting mfckn snow storms & ofc we meet up with her parents. when i say SCARED, straight chicken shit. istg! It was prolly bout 11 almost 12am at this point. So ofc we're sleepy asf & we wanted to just check into a room literally just to be warm & get some rest before we turn around & go back to TEXAS // ouuu chile. I tried booking several places & so did her mama (we coo asf btw, & she luhh me; PURRD) but no luck on em whatsoever & they was pretty much saying that we could check in til after 3 IN THE AFTERNOON. ofc all of us are livid & tired atp. So instead of trynna drive on them slick, unsafe ass roads, we just decided to sleep in the car. which was fine cause I knew my girl & her dad were driving, so that all i was really worried about. We ended up sleep in the Walmart parking lot that we met up at, WHICH WAS ACTUALLY CHILL - til her mf truck started to over heat. omfffggggggg! deadass from then on, shit just started happening back2back. I was literally overwhelmed but trynna keep my coo cus if i was feeling the way i was feeling, i could only imagine how my girl was feelin. so I BIT MY TONGUE *new right? TUH. Bit it hard that an a h0e. All in all her dad helped her get everything manageable to get us back 2 Texas in one mf piece. So after meeting the parents, getting the puppy, & car troubles, we were back on the road. & the rest of the trip was just magical tbh. Nothing but vibes, speaking our truth, picking at each others brains, learning on anothers love languages, & ofc alot of snacks & red bulls. - when i say i know this is the person i prayed for, thats EXACTLY what I mean. She's taught me sm in that short amount of time together that Ive never experienced before & I'm absolutely grateful to have experienced all that. Along side her teaching me new things, she also unintentionally showed me ways i've grown out of. Like in past relationships I did certain things that I dont have to do in this one (to say the least) - all that to say my feminine energy literally blossomed around her & her masculinity. Once again, shit was MAGICAL. Even our lil disagreements, we talk about. which is new ASF for me! idk shits just different & I love it yall. Now that my trip has come to an end, & she had to go back home, reality hit hard af. long distance. thats where trust & communication are gonna be tested to the mf TTTTTT. if youre gon through something similar, than yk - shit aint easy, but its worth it. I feel that with everything in me. & thats all that fucking matters.

When i say she treats me so mf good boy, thats exactly what I mean! she never fails to put a smile on my face every. single. day. She loves me for me, & doesnt expect nothing else but me in my true form. She's patient with me. She's sweet & loving to me. She's literally amazing in every way, shape, & form. I love it here! & yk, how we do it in the alphabet community, WE FALL FAST lmfaoooo * & b!tch, i fell HARD & not ashamed about it lmfao <33333.

----- would you believe we had a lil disagreement that got both us silent & in our feelings not to long ago after all this sweet shit i done said?? LOL. exactly what I mean, different. & not this any kinda different... a kinda different that feels good to my soul .

soulmate kinda energy.

&after all that ive beeen through, God answered my prayers with this one. He knew what he was doing to prepare me. I'm beyond grateful for the person snoring in my ear rn. Wouldn't change it for the world.